Chocolates and Cheespies!!!

2011-11-09T23:01:00.003+08:00

ok OP is finally over!!!!!!! :D
was freaking scary la
normally during practices i will keep on moving around
but today i was just stuck at one spot cause my legs were freaking shaking and i was trying not to move HAHAHA
even sockhoon noticed
q&a sucked whats new
but the teachers are really very nice
asked me thrice
and the damn nice damn charming damn cute teacher ZOMG
mr adrian ong
remember this name for the next 2 years WHOO
HAHAHA

ok so now im super stressed
cause im going out with LOL tmr
and we're meeting only at 745?-.-
wth la
i have to be home by 12
by hook or by crook
i really dw to face her again
so we'll only be spending like 3 hours tgt?
like omg!
thats too little!!!!
and i keep on getting this feeling that something would go wrong
idk why also....
omg
pray hard tmr's gonna be okay

2011-11-07T22:36:00.003+08:00

every year this time
i feel so...alone
it feels like i'm always surrounded by people
people who care
but it's always at times like this when i realise i dont have anyone to share this moment with

well since my own mother couldnt care less about it
i shouldnt be hoping so much
knew something like that would happen
i'm rude lor
i'm heartless lor
i dont care at all lor
whatever la
whatever you say
i seriously dont give a damn fuck anymore

just wish no one would bother me right now
had enough of your bullshit

and when you say im rude
pls go read about hosehbo and let me slap you before you fucking say that again tyvm

2011-10-30T21:48:00.003+08:00

what the flying fuck
i guess this is the safest place i can get to rant
fucking shit
and i thought you deleted fb
so didnt care much
but i knew something was wrong
so asked ho about it since he deleted fb before
wtf and i realised you fucking blocked me ?
wtf
was so fucking pissed brother made me go take a stroll with him
cause if i stay cooped at home i'll really explode
do you have to go to this extent?
seriously?
fuck you fucking win lor
wanna make me hate you?
ya you succeeded
idc if you're gonna only talk to me when you feel that im okay
i dont fucking have to listen to you
so gtfo of my life and stay out
cause im officially okay but im not gonna talk to you even if you do
tyvm

and wow i just realised it has been like 2 weeks
im getting better i swear
this is gonna be so fucking easy
seeing you in school doesnt even hurt that much anymore
ok good job girl
keep up the good work

seriously who am i kidding

2011-10-16T20:19:00.003+08:00

knew it would end like this
what am i hoping for?
idk why but i just cant bring myself to hate you
you had fun and now you're just giving all this up
you're scared
am i not scared?
fuck you'll never know if you dont try right
and i thought it was me
i thought i did something wrong
you made me look like an idiot for the past week
so if i never got to you, i'll never know
i want to say just fuck off and get out of my life
but i cant do it
cause i need you
but i guess i dont mean that much to you anymore

i cant believe after all we've been through
after everything i've told you
you just walked out on me
you just give up
it's hard to completely stop caring after so much time has been invested
it hurts to just give it all up
when you start blaming me, think about how hard i tried and how you didnt give a shit
i just thought that you should know that i've been holding on while you've been letting go

2011-10-01T21:41:00.002+08:00

if you dont want change, dont do anything to change it
maybe taking a break is good
makes me think about what i really want
and for now?
all i want is to promote
and nothing else
yup its tempting but i do have some self-pride left inside me

its hard to act like nothing happened
its hard to continue smiling even though it fucking hurts
its hard to act like i dont give a damn
well, i give a fuck lot
just that you dont realise it
sometimes, i think that its actuallly true when they say they can never understand girls
im just not good at letting all my emotions out

ok 1 more week
i can do this
stop thinking about irrelevant stuff
STUDY BITCH

2011-10-01T00:41:00.000+08:00

and we're just gonna act like it never happened
guys are all the same
gonna just fuck myself up with studying
kthxbai

2011-09-30T19:28:00.000+08:00

just came back from breaking down session with myself on the 25th floor
the seaview there is superb
and the breeze is even more amazing
i can just stare into the horizon and reflect about life
the view up there is the best thing that happened to me today
gonna go there regularly from now on (Y)

2011-09-30T18:22:00.005+08:00

this really sucks
i just wanna pretend nothing ever happened
when i fall, i fall real deep
so nothing's gonna help right now
i fucking did this to myself
yes i did
fuck la
have some self control pls
dont be fucking desperate can
fucking pissed off with myself now

fuck this shit la
told myself this would fucking happen
but i still fucking fell for it
and this time it was way worse than the last one
SERIOUSLY, WHEN WILL YOU EVER FUCKING LEARN?!
mother fucking dumb cunt
just go and die la
fuck

brother would be so disappointed if i told him this
he knew
he knows i cant control myself for god fucking sake
he knows i will just let all my fucking guard down
and he knows i will fucking regret it

ya i fucking do now
i knew this was too good to be true
well, you just proved me right

2011-09-29T17:22:00.000+08:00

darling called to cheer me up
thanks love

2011-09-29T16:10:00.005+08:00

just got the news that sherlyn is leaving around dec/jan if she gets accepted
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
damn fucking shocked when i saw that on whatsapp
this is too sudden
im not prepared yet
ok well i knew this day would come
but seriously, i dont think i can cope with another close friend leaving
ethel was alr bad enough
now lyn
then stella's gonna be next
im just gonna stay stuck here without all my close friends

sure i'll make new friends
but none will ever match those that went through everything with me
im gonna miss them all so much
and i cant do anything about it
WHY CANT I FUCKING DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT
argh
hate feeling so useless
fts
i dont wanna break down at this point of time

omfg
fml

2011-09-24T21:45:00.001+08:00

went out with darling today:)
so glad I did
it completely made my day haha
even if its only for a short 2 hours lunch
omg miss my darling so much now

okay gonna studyyyyy
bye!

2011-09-22T12:37:00.002+08:00

redownloaded the blogger app into my phone cause last night's blogging made me realize how much I miss doing it

so fucking upset now
my econs book opened in front of me but I just can't focus
kept on unlocking my phone and just stare

this is just stupid
I shouldn't torture myself like that
feel like just offing my phone
but I fucking can't cause the fucking lock button is fucking spoiled argh
should just leave my phone at home
yup good idea

2011-09-21T22:02:00.005+08:00

been damn long since i blogged
miss this feeling..really
the only place where i can rant about everything im feeling
facebook and twitter are fucking unsafe
i dont even have the right to be moody??
wtf why is everyone asking me questions
sometimes its better to just leave me alone
i appreciate all my friends trying to be nice
but i just dont know how to answer every single "what happened?" or "why your twitter so emo?"
its a good thing no one ever comes to this blog anymore
then i wont have to deal with all those drama

i thought it would be different this time
i thought everything was fine
but it turns out it's just the same
step into my life and leave like nothing ever happened
ok maybe im just being emotional cause of all the stress
but oh well, fuck this

2010-11-17T10:48:00.002+08:00

hi!
ok my plan to sleep until 4pm failed cause i had to reply so many msges and i couldnt get back to sleep

anw
the vomit smell is still here!!!!!!!
fuck la!
after washing my hair for like 3-4 times
why the fuck do i still smell the cupcakes!!
-.-

ok ysd morning
woke up at 8.30am
cause i needed to choose what to wear!
finally chose and went to prepare and everything
met joelle and sara on the train at around 12pm

reached vivo
went giant
took soooo many snacks and drinks and we realised 3 of us couldnt possibly carry all that
so called brandon who is still at pp
called ryan mah who is also still at pp
called jerome who is at katong
wtf!!
why is everyone there?!

we had to wait for help to come
so we parked our trolley at some secluded area and we went to shop
went to eat first
and then found sherlyn and yunning after that
walked around more
haidah and cherie reached
received alot of calls saying that alr raining or have dark clouds
was damn scared!

anw joelle and sara suddenly disappear
so we went down look at this fair or something
and i saw carebears!
and i suddenly rmb joelle supposed to get me a yellow one
AND I SUDDENLY RMB I HAVENT GOTTEN JOELLE ANYTHING
so i told sherlyn and she started laughing -.-
joelle actually also thought of the same thing
thats why she disappeared!
LOL

we went to giant to pay first
since there were some guys there alr
after paying joelle returned
so i dragged sara to zara topshop forever21 to look for a gift for joelle
LOL
haha sara!

sky really turned abit dark
everyone else arrived
so we went on the monorail to beach station
didnt know they were that far
so walked
damn tiring-.-
finally reached
changed
didnt even start playing yet and it started raining-.-

and then the girls were sitting down and playing heart attack but gave up right after 1 game
LOL
and joelle was talking about her polaroid that she asked yuhang they all to give her
and sherlyn suddenly told me to open the katong gang's present and see what is inside and laugh at joelle
so i did
as in open the present, not laugh at joelle LOL
and when i tore it
i looked inside and i screamed OMG
it was a fucking polaroid!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
no wonder when brandon gave it to me he said to take good care of it and that it was very expensive LOL
mine was brown!!!!
and guess what?
i was still telling jerome that day that brown is nice
so vintage
LOL
and they really got me brown!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
okayokay it was actually the last one left alr
so ya:)

called brandon over
i didnt know what to say
and all i could come up with was: "FUCK YOU SLUT!!"
and he started scolding me like shit again
like always :)

oh well
played pepsi cola in the pavilion
damn funny!
but joelle and i thought that everyone were very seperated
so we decided to organise this captain ball game with brandon
hahahahaha! like cohort camp sial
thanks and sorry brandon!

played captain's ball
only played 1 game-.-
and it started to turn damn dark and everyone were complaining that they couldnt see anything at all

waited for dinner to come
we were lucky that there was this stage and chairs and tables there
must be left over from some event
so we made full use of it haha!
and then realised that the fruit punch was actually syrup-.-
had to mix it ourselves...
so we did
like experiments hahahahahahahahaha!

everyone ate
30(?) ppl actually finished 60 ppl's rice
thats alot leh!
but the rest never finish LOL

and the cupcakes came!!!
thanks chern for helping us collect from vivo!
damn nice!!
hahahahahahahahahaha!!
camwhore session started

brian kaarthik keith zx and jerome actually drew a portrait of me on the beach!!
omg
and there was this middle finger and it looked damn nice!!!!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
and they started singing this ... stupid song that was damn funny, according to joelle and sara
hahahahahahahahahahaha!! thanks guys!
wanted to start eating my cupcake but everyone still wanted to take photos
so i didnt bear to eat yet
then there was this grp photo
YEA RIGHT
once they say 1 2 3
THEY STARTED SMASHING CUPCAKES INTO OUR FACES OMG
i can only rmb chern being the first cause he was right beside me-.-
after that only can see brandon and zx
and everything was blur-.-
cause someone freaking squeeze 2 cupcakes into my eyes!!!

wtf
i looked like some witch-.-
went toilet to clean up with joelle
damn disgusting!!!
everything so oily
and i got it way worse than joelle man
my hair got it all over-.-
WTF

okay at first i was shocked
and then i was pissed
and then i was super pissed cause it smells like shit!!
but after that i was laughing throughout
cause kind of fun!
LOL
but so wasted la the cupcakes!!!!
but quite okay la
there were quite alot of extras cause alot of ppl never come

packed up
threw food away:(
left
damn alot of things to carry that i left my beach mats there
LOL

party was kind of fail
but i hope you guys had alot of fun!!
cause i did :)
and thanks for everything!!!

okay im so bored now
and i smell like a cake-.-
shall go bath again
bye!!

2010-11-08T19:29:00.003+08:00

hihi
i know its my bday
but dont feel like talking about it
doesnt even feel special
tsk

anw
my mum's asking me to close down my blog wtf-.-
this is stupid
she's becoming more and more lame recently
idk why
must be those friends of hers again
haiiiii

and im so stresssssssssssssssed!!!! :(
about my bday party with joelle
nothing's planned yet!
omfg

gonna be quite busy after 12 nov

13nov-15nov
i'll be going to johor visit my fav aunt:)
maybe she's making me a cake
woooooooo:)
love her
she's like having a nursery like that
taking care of damn alot of kids
hahaha best
i love kids
kids love me
ANYway
gonna get acrylic nails done there
maybe get my hair dyed too??
idk

16nov
the not-even-planned party:(

17nov
chalet with ncc sea guys

18nov
last min shopping?

19nov
prom!!!

and after that going m'sia dk when
and then my mum dont let me go indo :(
omg...
saddddd :'(

haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
life sucks

2010-11-04T20:00:00.002+08:00

im damn bored:(

ok my bday's coming
so...
im not trying to be a slut, but, how bout a wishlist ? :)
this way, IF ppl ask me what i want, they'll just have to refer here :)
i repeat, i'm not trying to be a slut
so pls dont judge

1: CAREBEARS!!!!!
any colour would do! got so many
hahahahahahahahahahaha
the normal size one :)

2. hmmm clothes/accessories/bags/shoes??
these are the most typical gifts a girl can get
for my shoe size?
converse 4
c&k 35
hehe:)

3. NO food/drinks/edible stuff
cause i want a gift that will make me rmb you as a friend
if its gone in like 5 sec, it wont be much of a thing to rmb, would it?
:)

uh what else...

4. anything cute or fun :)

i think thats all ah
i have everything i need
i dont really wish for alot of presents
cause i know that my friends will all make up for it
like they always say: its the thought that counts :)
im serious!

the wishlist is just something random
just hope all my friends would be at the party
that's the best gift i can ever have :)

2010-11-02T15:33:00.004+08:00

HIHIHI!!
my o's are like ALMOST over
cause only left ss chinese(-.-) and science p1
soooo
im acting like its over alr
hehehehehehehe
and next paper is like next monday-.-
woooooooooo
hahahahahahaha

sooooooo
reeeeeeelaxxxxxed
naoooooooooo
WOOOOOOOOOOOOO
:)

ok im just bored
there's nothing to do leh...
seriously
stupid CW
my gossip girl and vampire diaries both still at episode 7 only WTF LA
and i dont want to start watching alr then suddenly must stop at the climax there (_|_)
that is so not what i do
know what i do?
i chiong all the way and finish one whole season in like 2 days
hehehehehehehehehe

i've been like planning what i'm gonna do after o's all the way even before o's even started
hahaha

ok firstly
i somehow got my prom dress alr
though im still gonna shop to find nicer one
i dont mind this one either :)

next
i HAVE to get my acrylic nails done
then i need to go find some place that will do both makeup and hair
i dont wanna do my makeup myself
my skills suck man:(

nextnext
my birthday party!!!
never even plan anything yet
think its gonna be a failure
again-.-
:(

nextnextnext
i have to go search for a job
not sure about cotton on
like no news back one-.-
forget it
find something else:)

nextnextnextnext
i want to go on a shopping spreeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! ^^
gna ask mummy to bring me
maybe going to kl?
thats alr good enough hahahaha
cause i will only bare to spend like WOOHOO with ringgit ;p
hahahahahahaha

nextnextnextnextnext
I WANT TO GO CRAZY AND DANCE AND PARTY AND HAVE FUN !!!!!!!!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
must treasure the precious time i have sial
before school starts again...

ok nvm
i shall go blogshop again
BOOOOORRRRING
someone find me out sooooon plsssssssss
thx:)
bye!

2010-10-15T16:35:00.003+08:00

my cam spoil :(
fuck man
and i was still discussing with nadz how i found the special effects on my phone
and still deciding whether to use pinhole or popart
and then
it had to freaking drop on the floor-.-
was damn freaking sad
cried for the whole of physics lesson since i sit at the corner and no one was bothering me with all the 'how are you's and 'cheer up's

idk how i cried so much cause of a stupid camera
maybe its just because its the last day and all i want is to take tons of photos
but fate's not allowing me to

went back to class and started eating the lollipop mdm nora gave us
realised that its damn high in sugar
cause once i start eating, i started going damn hyper and sugar high

thank you guys
thank you for everything
i cant believe 2 years just passed like that in a flash
but i did have a great time today
thank you so much for making this last day so meaningful

i had so many things to write but i forgot
i just hope everyone would stay tgt :)
i'll miss all of you!

2010-10-11T17:45:00.001+08:00

hehehe
today reached home
went to kitchen to scout for food
opened this pot
and there it was
spaghetti sauce full to the brim
wooooooooooooooooooooooo

finally mummy listened and cooked spaghetti :)
was so excited i literally ran to mummy and asked
hehehehe

its 5.45pm now and im gonna eat dinner
cause its so FABulous!!!!
:)

2010-10-08T20:04:00.005+08:00

i left my charger at school
-.-
yes
and its a friday
fml much??

so now im back to using my budget nokia phone before i get me charger back
and i found many many old old stuff
brought back memories
good ones
that i want to forget

had this feeling of wanting to cry but nothing came out
feeling was shitty
feels like you're screaming out fucking loud
but nothing's coming out from the trap

so reread my blog posts again
tears finally appeared
i have emotions
at least im normal :)

thought you were completely out of my life for good
thought i wouldnt care less
thought i wouldnt be so upset anymore
thought i could really put everything behind and move on with life
nah, im just lying to myself

2010-10-06T16:45:00.002+08:00

yesterday was a rather good but tiring day
after school
ethel gave me a box of andes :)
and she said chocolate makes ppl happy!
yup im very very very very happy! :)
thanks darling love you so so much!
hahahahahahaha

went banmian after that
was the first time i couldnt finish even though i was oh so hungry
talked alot
slacked there until 4+pm
bus-ed 40 home with zx brian and keeeeith :)

reached home
slept at around 6.45pm
at 8pm, daddy woke me up for dinner
but i had no fucking appetite so went back to sleep all the way to the morning :)

this morning
had fucking diarrhea-.-
reached school feeling quite ok alr
during physics jess say she gastric pain
and i think its contagious-.-
cause right after that my stomach started to hurt
and its not like those need to shit one
hahahaha if you know what i mean
its those half gastric half cramps kind of pain
and..
it sucks :(

so was like damn emo cause i was in so much pain
went for geog in ~~audi~~ ANTARTICA
hahahahahahahahahaha

was damn freaking painnnnn that i kept on hugging my stomach
then i thought of this cool theory
that if you occupy your mind elsewhere, maybe the pain will go away
so i started doing maths
and true enough
after around half an hour, the pain went away :)
so freaking cool!

at first wanted to go sickbay and pon lit
but my pain went away:(:(
but..
but..
still pon-ed lit! :)
wooo
told keith to tell poon i was sick
which i really WAS btw

went library with jerome and did maths
poon didnt believe that i was sick cause jerome poned too-.-
stupid 跟屁虫-.-!
then she said she would report during the meeting or something
hai who cares

did quite alot of maths
happy with myself

went back class
realised my guides cookies' box on top of my table instead of under keith's table where i left it
opened it up and saw 2 fucking cookies missing!
wtf!
was so damn pissed

now my cookies alr half gone :(
imma sad sad gurl :(

emo-ed for quite a while
but english was fun:)

after english they wanted to go either dunman or videoworld
they played open numbers and got videoworld
so i supposedly went with them
but then more ppl want dunman-.-
so went home on 33 with zx

reached home
realised its been 24 hours since i last ate
and im still not hungry
must be the banmian !

ok i shall eat alot for dinner tonight :)

P.s ritesh sucks :)

2010-10-04T16:27:00.003+08:00

hey!
im in a good mood today so i shall blog :)

was a damn tiring school day
dk why
kept on sleeping
so glad there are no supps
(Y)

went domino's pizza with brian zhixian darius keith
they took forever to decide what size to buy-.-
so in the end
bought 3 9inch pizzas

ok so each pizza had 6 slices
total 18 slices
so everyone got 1 slice each from each pizza
and last 3 was left there for further discussion
ok

so we were talkng eating talking eating
suddenly
jincong just took 1 of those 3 reserved pieces and dived in!
WTF
and everyone was staring at him
and finally someone spoke up
"keith, thats supposed to be shared"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
omg!
damn funny!
and he was like: "oh i forgot"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA

hmm got alot other funny stuff that happened
ok anw
pizza was damn nice
dk whether it it cause i was hungry

guys fought for last 1/2 slice of pizza-.-
talked for damn long
left
bus-ed home with brian and zx
talked more with zx

went home

the end :)

2010-10-02T21:03:00.003+08:00

idk why
but i've been kind of moody recently
when nobody's around
i'll just suddenly break down and cry out loud
i have no idea for what reason
i have no idea what upset me
i have no idea about what
but it just felt like the whole world's crashing down onto me and i couldnt do anything about it
i feel so useless
so dumb
so..empty

but in front of my friends
i know i have to put up a strong front
i laugh
i joke
i say they're being random
i smile and say "of course i'm okay! HAHAHA!"

but yknow what?
im not
and idk whats wrong either
so just.. dont bother asking

cause i seriously wont know the answer

2010-09-27T18:17:00.007+08:00

i know that my temper or attitude isnt exactly the best
but you guys are just going overboard

no im not pmsing
neither am i angry with any of you
im just upset with myself ok?

it just seems so hard to find someone
someone to talk to
someone who would just shutup and listen
someone who will never judge
someone who understands

walked home in the rain
cause the no-rain way was just too crowded for me right then..

was kinda nice walking in the rain
there was no one else and it was very quiet
quiet enough to let me not care about anything and just cry out loud

and the raindrops helped hide the tears

2010-09-23T16:03:00.002+08:00

hey!
yup
cause of the the end of exams
im becoming a series addict again :)
wanted to watch gossip girl season 4

like OMG ITS FINALLY OUT AFTER SO LONG!
but actually it doesnt feel very long
thats 1 thing i like about gg :)
cause its worth waiting for
so now its airing in usa every sunday
and i can only watch it from funshion on maybe like wed?
and its freaking pissing me off!
so im just gonna distract myself abit with other shows and watch gg when its done airing
(Y)

sooooo
i started VAMPIRE DIARIES

i've been planning to watch it alr
and.. im glad i did:)
it is freaking nice!!!
and abit scary
its not so much of 'edward & bella'-ish
cause it has much more mystery suspense and blah blah blah

so i finished watching all 22 episodes of season 1 in one day
which is ysd
and the end is damn... argh!!
like yknow 'the suspense is killing me' feeling
so ya i wanted to continue with season 2 today
and guess what??
its only unitl episode 2 cause its also still airing at usa!!
WTF!
i seriously cannot wait alr (N)

fuck all series shows man
its so damn nice!!
omfg
arghhhhhhhhh
ok so now i'll just have to wait until vd finish airing
this is shit-.-

ok shall go find some OTHER shows (NOT WITH SERIES) to distract me-.-

2010-09-17T22:17:00.006+08:00

ok i have nothing better to do so im here
dont think anyone still comes here anw
who cares?
this is just somewhere to let me rant about something or note something down for future references :)

soo
prelims have been quite okay
except for the freaking coldness-.-
seriously
why cant the school think about ppl at the side
its like FREEEEEZING over there
fuck
how to take o's properly like that
i think im really gonna wear gloves
how to write when both hands are shivering so much???

ok enough complaining

other than exams, life has been pretty good to me :)
just kinda sad that secondary school is gonna end soon and im so gonna miss all my friends

ET #4

ok before you put down, here's something for you to think about:
1. what would you do without me?
2. what would i do without you?

hehe are you crying now?
ya fuck off, really

2010-09-12T13:50:00.002+08:00

emotional talk #3

how would you survive next time without me?

i dont know

2010-09-06T20:10:00.007+08:00

heyheyhey
just finished another drama :)
and this time
it's a korean drama!!

PERSONAL TASTE 个人取向 개인의 취향
since princess hours and bof
never thought i would watch kdrama again cause i hated it to be so draggy and such but..
this one is good :)
dont think its draggy at all cause i nvr once fast forward (Y)
love it!
and i hate to say this but: leeminho, YOU'RE HOT!
hahahahahahahahahahaha

finished it in 2 days without even going through the night
woo im becoming more imba :)

typical kdramas:
-couple hate each other
-start to like each other
-parents disagree
-end up together
haiiiii
this is SOOOOO TYPICAL -.-!

but this show was quite different
although it STILL follows roughly the same way but more rare stuff happened and i really like their jobs
furniture designer and architect
thats quite cool actually :)
just simply loooove what they designed!

ok so this show is MUCH RECOMMENDED ! :)
go watch it !

2010-08-30T19:12:00.004+08:00

last night
11pm called jerome
had damn emotional talk!
my god
we were talking about what will happen after we graduate and stuff
and i started feeling scared that i'll drift from all my good friends now

cried much talked much laughed much
put down at 2.30am
lied down there thinking about STUFF until 4.30pm then sleep-.-

this morning thought about it again
was in the car and just took out my earpiece and i started listening to Graduation (Friends Forever) by Vitamin C
haiiiii
all the way to school
replayed and replayed like more than 3 times
cried for the whole car ride...

have you ever hate me?
no
even when we quarrel?
no
why?
cause i know it wont last

little things like this makes my day..
thanks.

2010-08-29T23:57:00.004+08:00

today is so funnn:)
had last min baking session with nadz jannah sufi brandon at jerome's house
his house is damn fucking big

ok pics :)

stupid house damn big-.-
polka dots! :) HAHA
baking baking baking!! woo
jannah the maid!!! hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

went home at 4+pm cause jerome had raymond
although it was baking faillll we still had a great time at the MUSEUM!
hahahahahahahahaha

came home
played com for awhile
felt guilty cause i didnt study for the whole weekend-.-

rmb i havent sign into msn
so i did
even though was leaving in like 2 mins for dinner with family
joshua talked to me about sgc
and i was being soooo nice to send him mine before i went off
left the com on

went to eat astons!!!
imba:)
damn nice!!
was damn shocked at first cause daddy freaking ordered a $38.90 steak!!
wtf!!
omg was just staring at him-.-

after eating
went back home
talked to joshua
and he say i eat very long cause he alr went to eat and came back
so i said i ate astons
and he suddenly damn big reaction idk why
and finally he told me
HE ATE ASTONS TOO!!
hahahahahahahahahahahaha
so freaking cool
we ate astons on the same day same time!
woooooooooooooooo
astons buddies siol! :)

tried to find new songs cause was really sick of all the songs in my phone alr:(
ok bye!

2010-08-06T20:34:00.013+08:00

today was super uber duper fun!!!
woooooooooooo
thanks 4H! :)

after school celebration
went klp(-.-)
ate kfc
kaarthik was telling us some damn funny story and my stomach was so painnn

after lunch went to walk walk
went to this shop which sold many many cool games
bought this intelligent toy thingy

hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
and when i saw bubbles
i went: bububububububububububububububuu!!
hahahahahahahahahahahahaha

bought patrick!
pink!!

its sooooo worth my $1.20!
:)))
went to this lepak place outside some restaurant
played the game
was quite fun:)

worth $1 each!
HAHAHA BUDGET!

went down after a while
wanted to go bowling
but had to wait 5 hours-.-
so went out of klp awhile to blow abit bubbles..

and after 1 min
the person called and said we can go up-.-

i didnt want to bowl
so the rest did
and i became the photographer of the day!
and i am damn freaking good! :)
even if i have to say so myself ;p

i did all kinds of things in all kinds of positions at all kinds of angles
JUST to get DAMN nice photos of them
and i did:)
from bending down at one corner to sitting down on the floor to putting the camera on the floor and lying down
literally!
some of my masterpieces:

damn nice right!!
esp brandon's 'leg up' shot which i took damn long with many many tries to finally capture!
hahahahahahahahahahaha

after bowling
darius and zx went watch salt
couple ah :)
me nadz jannah sufi brandon went home on 16
talked about many many many stufff:)

when brandon and nadz went off
the 3 of us started falling asleep
and suddenly
the bus broke down-.-
WTF!
so scary
there was like smoke coming out
and damn freaking smelly!!
but quite funny actually
if my cam hadnt run out of batt
i could have taken a photo of jannah still sleeping when everywhere was covered in smoke!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

2 of them took 12 and i was stranded alone
at siglap..
fucking bad place to get stuck at
good thing is
16 came 10 mins later and i was on my way home:)

reached home
slept! :)

just woke up
shall go eat now
bye!!!

2010-07-21T20:29:00.004+08:00

sup!
long time no talk
omg i miss this!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
:)

ok last night
was rummaging my bag cause something went missing...
again-.-
i like somehow lost alot of stuff that was put into my bag
like my keys and earpiece and what have i not

so was like emptying my bag
turned it upside down
everything fell out
so i shook my bag
but still can hear there's something inside
so i reached inside and try touching
true enough,
there was like some stuff under the lining of the bag
yknow those bags where there's a inner lining
yup

and i felt 2 combs and my key-.-
i was like WTF
all these times
i put a comb in
thought i lost it
bought a new one
put in
lost it again-.-
that explains the TWO combs!

my keys?
fml
i was key-less for a damn long period of time
and i was forced to go make a new set without my mum knowing
WTF

tried to find the hole where they went in
but didnt seem to find it-.-

so this morning
empty everything out
and gave my bag to jerome
he found the hole-.-
and the things he took out?
more than what i expected

things that were hiding in my bag for god knows how long:

-TWO combs
-eyedrop
-keys
-thumbdrive
-earpiece!!!!

i can rmb how exasperated i was when i lost my brand new PINK earpiece
and i was so angry with myself
but just cant seem to find it
fml-.-
and its actually all inside there
wtf

hate my bag
time to get a new one
like seriously

2010-07-04T17:13:00.000+08:00

i just finished breaking dawn:)
imba(Y)
started yesterday afternoon and alr finished
hahahahahahahahahaha

okok
i know im like 2 years lagging
but i just didnt see the push to finish reading it
but i did
like finally
and i feel so sad now when its like done
cause there's no more of bella and edward:(
its different when you finish the 3 previous books
cause you know there will still be another story continuing it
but breaking dawn..
its the end:(

hahahahahahahahahahahaha
thats funny
ok any other series book to recommend anyone?:)

2010-06-14T19:48:00.002+08:00

im bored :(
got fed up with all the maths
haiiiiiiii
there's nothing to do on the com as well
cause i quit farmville and restaurant city!
clapps!! :)
like finally im able to let go

ok btw
many are asking for a cg outing
so i shall try my luck at my last time planning something
hopes this doesnt screw up

4H,
SENTOSA ON FRIDAY GUYS!!! HOPE I CAN MAKE IT!

CGs,
PLS MAKE IT FOR THE OUTING! REALLY HOPE IT WILL BE AS FUN AS THE PREVIOUS 2!!

ethel, sara, cm,
I AM SO LOOKING FORWARD TO UNIVERSAL STUDIOS! :D
hope you guys are too!!

stella,
HOPE YOU DONT GET GROUNDED TOO LONG
WE STILL HAVE AN OUTING TO GO!!

love all my friends !

2010-06-08T18:57:00.003+08:00

Hey long time no talk
Been quite busy lately
Recently finished another show
It's the most touching show I have ever watched man!!!!
下一站，幸福

Zomg damn nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was completey addicted to it for that 4 days
Or strictly, nights
Hahahahaha!

Started on Friday night 12am watched all the way to 7am
Then slept from 7am to 3pm before waking up for tuition
Saturday night watched from 11pm to next morning 10am!
Hahahahahahahahahahaha
Then slept from 10am to 3pm and eat lunch before sleeping from 4pm to 7pm again
Sunday night started at 11pm watched til daddy woke up which is roughy 6.15am
Imba!!

I was complete nocturnal for the whole weekend
Went to school without sleeping and it was really terrible
Went home right after school and.... SLEPT:)
Last night watched the last few episodes until 3am and went to SLEEP!
Wow finally sleeping when it's dark
Haahhahahahahahhaha

12am-7am Watching
7am-3pm Sleeping
11pm-10am Watching
10am-3pm Sleeping
4pm-7pm Sleeping
11pm-6.15am Watching
3pm-7pm Sleeping
12am-3am Watching

LOL
I'm like really living at the other side of the globe!

Anw the show is damn freaking nice ok!
Go watch
I feel so sad now that it's over:(
It's ok!
I shall start on some other show soon:)

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2010-05-26T18:22:00.002+08:00

Oh fml
Today is a freaking bad day

Chinese supp
Joshua kept on disturbing me
So I did the same thing back
Called and hung up and called and hung up
So when I finally stopped cause I need my phone for dictionary
IT FREAKING DIED ON ME!!!!!
arghhhhhhhhhhh

Next
I FELL DOWN TWICE IN FRONT OF THE WHOLE AUDI
embarassing much?
Twice ok!!

First time was with cm
You know the distance between rows in the audi is quite high right
So I was standing on the second row
Talking to cm
And I stepped back
And my right foot stepped onto the first row
I screamed-.-
So you can imagine me with 1 leg up and 1 leg down-.-
Ok this wasn't that bad
Cause I didn't think that anyone saw when everyone was all around the place

BUT THE SECOND FALL WAS FUCKED UP
Was trying to find a plug to charge my dead phone
Finally found one that is at the top and feng had to charge too
As you know
The audi table when you put it down and don't fold/push it in
It remains sticking out like that
So that was my table
And I took out my phone
Was trying to catch up with Darius
So didn't see the table
And I tripped over it
And
And
And
AHHHHH!!
Yes I fell-.-
Both hands on the stairs
And I thought I heard Derick laughing so I looked up and it was junjie...
He laugh damn loud sia
Walau
I turned to look at Joelle
And quickly got up before anyone else can see me...
Stayed up there for quite awhile and whined to feng abt not going down there anymore

Omfg damn embarassing can!!!!!
I've nvr in my whole entire life fell down in front of so many ppl before-.-

Went to canteen look for Sherlyn
Asked zx
Andrew junjie Jerome was there
Andrew tried to hold his laughter
So I got pissed off
And jj started laughing AGAIN!!
And he say I fell down twice!! WTF...
I thought nobody saw the first one!!!

I'm damn sad and depressed now..
Shall go stuff myself with ruffles now
Bye

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2010-05-23T17:51:00.005+08:00

just woke up
5+pm!
woooooooooooooooooo
imba mofo shit! :)

yesterday was FUN, HYPER AND CRAZAYYY!!!!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
started off being irritated and pissed off
cause i got a size M shirt
and it was fucking big-.-

realised that we're in some sponsor booth shit while the rest had their sectors
walked around for like fucking one hour to find the in charge for sponsor booth and just gets fucked up by everyone there-.-
got damn pissed off so just sat down there in the shelter and ate icecream

finally decided to go get our own lunch
sat back at tent and FINALLY got something to eat

still damn pissed off
had to find this zakir guy who's like nowhere to be found
when we found him
he told us that the sponsor booth is canceled-.-
and he told us to go help out at the water point instead
bullshit!
so boring
stay there when the rest gets to go out

jannah complained about our class being the minority
and she got so agitated she almost cried

so we just stayed there and did nothing
slacked and played and walked around like some carnival
hhahahahahahahahaha
made friends with other volunteers and 1 aunty over there
she so nice!
was told that we're supposed to give out opened cans of 100Plus to runners

and then there was this time where all the runners are involved in a warm up exercise
we were so high we actually joined in!!
hahahahahahahahahahaahaha
damn funny!!

after that went back
slacked
sang along with the radio
played much and became even more high

so when the first few runners came back
we thought they come so slowly no need to open so fast
but then
1 whole TROOP suddenly like came and attack and declared war!!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhaha
got SOOOOO busy i didnt even have time to look up and breath!!
the fun part was when me jannah and zhixian were competing on a whole carton of 100Plus
others wont have the chance yknow!
who will buy 3 cartons of 100Plus just to let us compete?:)

it was like that continuous opening for about 2 hours or so until the sky turned dark unknowingly
damn tired but was damn funnnnn!!!!
everyone got super high!!
esp brian!
he was like dancing and singing to the concert
ok actually EVERYONE was
hahahahahahahahahahahaha!

FINALLY ran out of 100Plus so we stopped work
ate
walked around
enjoyed concert

had to wait for the zakir guy to come back again so that we can sign out-.-
he is really nowhere to be found..
finally found him and waited for shuttle bus
was still abit high on the bus
but when we got to mrt
all half dead
damn tired

came home
bathed
used com for awhile
slept:)

overall
although we started off fucked up and all and were complaining like shit
i realised that we had more fun than most of those who were in sectors
and most of all
we were as a class (except for nadz and zharif :( )
and it really bonded us alot:)

2010-05-20T23:29:00.001+08:00

Fts man
Dota kills

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2010-05-18T22:17:00.001+08:00

Today is so shitty i don't really want to talk abt it

First period geog
Was so fucking happy this is gna be the first time I finally pass geog
And guess what?
Fucking failed
I can't fucking believe it
And that was actually the only paper that I felt confident of
Why...

Maths
Quite ok
Although not as expected
I shall not say so much cause there were ppl worse than me
I know where I stand pls
I don't go around yelling that the world is ending when I at least passed and all my friends failed badly

Ss
FUCKING SHIT?!
My essay totally didn't get marked at all
Cause it was the wrong question

And to think that I mugged like shit for geog and ss the most
What the fuck is life doing to me
I seriously give up entirely on studying
It doesn't fucking help anw
We should all just sit back, relax and laugh through o levels'
Who the hell would want to mug when this is what I get?

Life can seriously go suck some dicks.

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2010-05-15T20:04:00.002+08:00

imba song (Y)

today is so boring
i did filing and cleaning up of all the stuff left on my table from all the studying
im a good gurl:)

haiiiiii
gna continue stoning and enjoying AIPLANES now
byess

Why won't you even say hi?

2010-05-14T22:02:00.004+08:00

After 2 weeks of misery
I am back
And BETTER THAN EVER
Hahahahahahahahahahahaha!!

Went to vivo with darlings Ethel and cm
Was on train to outram
Was talking to cm and Ethel was on the phone
So didn't realise that we reached outram alr!
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!
And then we were like running out LOL
Ok the more funny part comes
Were talking even more after we got off the train
Suddenly, we tapped out
And exclaimed WHY WE TAP OUT AH?!?!
Fuck our lives
Completely forgot abt going to vivo-.-
So tapped in again and went vivo...

Pepperlunch-ed!
Woooooooooooo
Walk walk
Watched Shutter Island!!! (Y)
Imba mofo shit
Dk why I agreed to watching a horror movie HAHA
Show was not that scary
But storyline was imba
It's damn sad that I cried damn badly
Crying in horror movie is so omg
Hahahahahahahahahahahaha
Really much recommended for a mystery show instead of a horror one:)

After movie walk walk around
Suddenly had this door
I saw pull
Lazy pull so stopped there and let the other 2 do the honour
And they were talking talking talking among themselves
And they PUSHED the door!!!!!
At the same time somemore!!
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
Damn funny
Should have taken a picture of their faces!!!
Damn epic!
It's like they don't know what happened and they see the other party also cannot push then realise!! LOL

Went toysRus play with BALLS:)
Hahahahahahahahahahahaha

Had voucher for a free pint of Ben & Jerry's so went
IMBA MOFO SHIT
Didn't know that pint was the type that they sell outside
Damn big
Can 3 ppl share!!
Hahahahahahaha
Chose new flavour: A Cookie Affair

Damn nice
Hehehehehehehehehehehehehehe
There no place so we went out and ate it there
Finished

Walk walk around Forever21 Topshop FOX
Damn nice:)
Gna go back there and shop during holidays!!

Went home
Mrt damn squeezy -.-
And cm kept on anyhow touch WTF

Haiii
Exams are over
But there's still prelims
And o's...
Saddd:(

Ok I shall make use of the time now and be happy first!!
YAY!!!!!! :)

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2010-05-09T21:07:00.001+08:00

I knew it wasn't a good idea to buy you that present
You've been asking for one since Friday and i didn't care
Neither did any of my brothers did

But ysd I came across something and thought of you
Today
You asked me whether I bought anything
I wanted to keep it till dinner
I said no

You scolded me
You said I didn't care about you
You said I changed
You said I care so much for my friends' birthday and I don't care abt mother's day at all
You said not even a card, no nothing

If I wanted to quarrel, I could have made both of us cry like crap
Because of my friend, I decided that I should be nice
Because of my friend, I decided that I should at least get something
I decided that what Ethel said was right
Because of my friend, you got a fucking present
So pls don't fucking blame my friends

You said I don't care abt mother's day?
What abt children's day?
I don't give a fuck abt that stupid day so why not talk abt something more practical huh
My birthday

Last yr
You didn't even REMEMBER that it was my birthday
We were having dinner at home like any other normal day
Daddy mentioned and what did you say?
"Oh. It's your birthday." was all I got
I nvr asked for anything materialistic
But not even a cake?!
Wtf and you can talk to me abt mother's day like it's some big fuck day of my fucking life
Let me tell you
It's not

I didn't say all that shit to you
You know why?
Cause I do care

I went back into my room and looked at that gift
I felt like just throwing it out of the window
It didn't matter anymore whether I give to you or not

But I decided I should
I wanted to see the look on your face when you realised what you did to me

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2010-05-06T20:37:00.001+08:00

Didn't want to blog
Had nothing better to do cause I'm soooo not studying

Screwed up
Totally
Blanked 30 marks for a maths
Yes
30
Ya..
I can't believe it myself
Used the calculator to calculate somemore
Was damn emo for that whole half hour
Tried to study physics but nothing could get into my mind-.-

Went back up and everyone's saying how it was quite ok
How I wish I could say that too

Sat down for physics
Was damn depressed
I'm gna die for mye

Thanks nadz for cheering me up when my eyes were 'shiny'
Hahaha!
True I won't be the only one failing
But my other subjects suck too

So I've decided
Right now
I'm digging out all the chocs I have in the fridge,
Give up on studying for geog cause it just doesn't help...,
Eat all of them,
And last but not least, wait for my time to die 2 weeks later

Bye

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2010-05-05T17:20:00.004+08:00

Did a good deed today(Y)

-random stranger

-me!

: Excuse me girl, you got 2 50cents? I need to take bus home ah.. *holding out 1dollar coin*

: Uh wait..let me check *takes out wallet* I..only have 50cents *takes out 2 20cents 1 10cents* *gives him*

: Oh thank you thank you!

: Uh..ok

: Thank you so much!!

: You're welcome *awkward smile*

: May God bless you

: Oh ok...

: Tanjong Katong ah? Good school!

: I know. Thanks:)

Hahahahahahahahahahahahaha
I'm nice:)

And I just cancelled my English tuition for 1 month
Cause English paper done
And no i'm not lazy
I just need the time to study for other subjects:)
(Y) imba shit!

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2010-05-03T22:28:00.001+08:00

Hi
Just trying to keep my blog a teeny weeny bit alive for the loyal readers :)

MYEs tmr
I haven't started studying
Darn
Wish me luck!

Bye:)

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2010-04-18T00:26:00.007+08:00

Just reached home
Freaking tired
Today turned from a screwed up day to a wonderful day:)

Firstly
Woke up at 7.30am-.-
Met Brian at bedok inter at 8am
Went pp macs with Brian and Joshua for breakfast
Ok they ate I watched
Fucking tell me they need to reach school at 9-.-
I'll be left alone for like an hour?
Fucktards

Reached school at 9.20am
Hehe
They went for their stuff and I stayed in canteen
Quite alone..
Played with cm for awhile LOL

10am went up Audi
Only sec4 girl-.-
Sat with cm
Watched video
Stella came
Saw comments
Read comments for cm cause she couldn't see without her specs
Haha! I'm nice:)))
Comments were moderate
Not too good not too bad

After that had cake:) which cm took 4!!!-.-
Damn nice
Awfully chocolate..

Packed props
Hope will get to unseal them in 2012:)

Went canteen
Ice creeeeeeam:))))
Hahahahahahahahahahaha

1+pm left school
Couldn't decide where to go
Supposed to go kite flying but feng didn't bring the kite-.-
Wanted to go play guitar hero but very ex..
So decided to go kallang lunch first haha

After eating
Saw kites at 7eleven
Decided to go fly kites:)

Bought 2 kites at $12 each and two more strings
Walked to bus stop

Started raining-.-
Totally screwed up!!
Fucking disappointed:(
So decided to go Cathay cine play guitar hero

Bused 16
Stopped at the cathay-.-
Dk who's the idiot..Hahaha
Bused dk what bus

Went e2max
Damn freaking crowded
No more rooms..
Thought today is not a very good day-.-
Evey single thing screw up damn badly..

Didn't give up
Since it wasn't rainig over there
Decided to give barrage a shot

Trained to marina bay
Wasn't raining
Good weather:)
Bused to barrage
No kites flying at all-.-

Stella Shahirah PuDe JianHao TingHao XuanHao Delbert WingLeng JunJie Richmond went up find place to sit down cause saw everyone doing the same thing
Me Novita Ryan FengYuan went to buy drinks

After buying drinks
Went up to find them
Couldn't find them so we were just standing there with the rest of the crowd
This security guard was busily talking to his walkie talkie
And suddenly he said GO! and everyone started chionging out!
Hahahahahahahahahha
Was damn cool !
The moment we get there can play:)
No need to wait so long like the rest of the losers!:p

Called PuDe and told him we can play alr
Hahahahahahahahhahahahaha
Everyone was damn excited

Grass was damn muddy so some of us decided to take off shoes
Hahahahahahahaha!! So fun;)

Me Novita Ryan Richmond flew 1 kite and the rest flew the other one
Ours got tangled up with dk how many kites sia!!
Hahahahahahahahahahahah
Was damn funny!!
Eventually even got tangled up with some guy's bag!!

Finally managed to get through the many many obstacles and our kite was still freaking high
Nice:)
And thanks Richmond for being our photographer-of-the-day!! Woooooo :)

Suddenly dk how PuDe started fighting with Ryan with their kites..
And it got tangled up-.-
Idk what they were thinking man..
So PuDe XuanHao JunJie ran off trying to chase their kite and suddenly PuDe came back with the end of the string-.-
Fucktards!
Ryan just killed our own kite!
Hahahahahahahahahahahahaha
Ran off to the side to TRY and find it
Saw some construction workers at the side trying to fly a kite!!LOL

Gave up
Went back
And they tell us ours broke off too-.-
Then I was super sad and then came my superb speech for the kite

The times we tried to let it fly up
The times we hurried to catch it before it gets muddy
The times where we were so happy you're finally up
The times where we tried so hard to untangle the small small knots of the string
And, it's gone
Hai..life... :(

Took pictures
Left
Washed feet at fountain
Scared later kena stomped!
Hahahahahahaha

Trained to simei
Eighteen chefs!
Wooooooooooooooooooooo:)
Hahahahahahahahahahahaha
Damn nice!!
Talked slacked

Left place at 10pm?
Walked to starbucks
Left Me Novita Ryan FengYuan JianHao WeiHong
Sat down and talked more

Was damn freaking tired
Went home

Reached home
Bathed
Finding phone
Brothers were just fucking pissing me off
Fucktards!!!!!!!
Saw my chocs on the table fucking halfeaten
You don't need my respect if you never ever give me the respect I want
Today was a great day and
I LOVE COLOURGUARDS!!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!
;)

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pics:)

omg JANNAH!

didnt dare to look at the camera cause my hair was flying mad!! LOL

2010-04-17T08:45:00.005+08:00

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha <- (this is supposed to be in pink!)

Credits to: Joshua & Brian :)))

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2010-04-13T20:36:00.001+08:00

Idk why
But I alway have my cravings satisfied unexpectedly:)
It was beard papa first
Then came old chang kee
And bubble tea
And today, apple pie

I don't plan where I go before I have my cravings
They just come so naturally
And so lucky I went to some place that has it
Lucky gal:) heeheeheeheeheeee

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2010-04-11T12:08:00.009+08:00

Thanks everyone for trying to cheer me up
But I'm not sad
At that point of time
What made me cry was the fact that I couldn't do anything
Just standing there stuck

But afterall
I gave it my best shot
I know that
Cause I was smiling all the way right after perf

So why should I be sad?
We know we all put up the most magical show we ever did out of the past few months
We don't need 7 individuals to tell us that
Neither do we need 2 more words on the metal plate that we alr have

So guys, all I want to say is
I'm really proud of TK BAND
I'm really proud of all of you
I'm really proud of us:)

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2010-04-04T12:38:00.010+08:00

walau
last night no matter how many times i upload or how many i upload at a time
fb just doesnt let me upload
and today?
i upload all at one time!
and successful!!
WTF!

nvm
good thing is
the pics are up:)

1.14pm
brother treating me to macs now
Heeheeheeheeheeee :)

2010-04-03T23:54:00.004+08:00

today was fun:)
practised
sun..
hot..
went for lunch with cgs at kfc
missed bus cause waited for ice cream
left
raining

went there
raining
so went to this conference room
practised a while
nothing for us to do
so me and germaine slept on the sofa
damn nice
sumba!

went back
pude asked what we do
"sleep:)"
hahahahahahahahaahahahahaha
epic reaction of his

also played this new game
say macaroni sayya say samurai samurai
sayya sayya boomboomboom
sayya sayya boomboomboom
one two three four five six seven eight nine te..
AHHHHHHHHHH
hahahahahahahahahahahahahaahaha!!
supposed to smack at ten
if you all know how to play la:)
very hard to explain ;p

bought F&N Grape again:)
heavenly...
so glad i brought so much coins today:)

went back school
pude mentioned it would be our last bus ride tgt
so all got enthu no matter how tired we were and played concentration:)

reached school
debriefed
8pm-.-
damn late
raining
all didnt know how to go home
decided to go through it tgt
when we were walking out
someone suddenly started singing If You're Happy And You Know It
LOL!!
damn random
but damn cool:)
and we looked like some hyper and enthu freaks singing !!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
bused 16
came home
ate
bathed
uploading pics:)

12.46am
i hate fb photo uploader
i give up
seriously-.-
fucktard

2010-04-02T09:00:00.003+08:00

9am
Waking up so early in the morning is really not what I expected for a holiday
Couldn't help it if I really can't go back to sleep again
Woke up exactly every single hour
6.32am
7.32am
8.32am
I swear
It's right on the dot

Lazy to get up now
Still in my bed trying to reflect about ystd

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11.57pm
hihihihihi!!
today is damn fun
and im damn freaking tired
firstly
thought only meeting stella and germaine at bedok platform
in the end almost half of them were there
suddenly rmb forgot to ask instructor whether he want go anot
nobody had his number-.-
ryan blame me:(
so i posted on his wall to call me like NOW!

trained to cityhall with stella ryan pude jianhao tinghao
instructor texted me
i called but didnt want to talk so passed to ryan
ryan talked for a while passed to stella
stella talked for a while passed back to ryan
then he tried to pass to me but i passed to jh
and when jh answered the phone
he went: hello? AH HONG AH!
AND EVERYONE LAUGHED!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
like some brother like that!!
wth!!
jh damn lame

finally reached cityhall
waited for novita
supposed to buy snacks so walked all the way to suntec tower 4

after buying stuff from carrefour
walked back to mrt
damn long-.-
novita left
trained to marina bay with everyone + fengyuan xuanhao sarah
walked to bus stop
super hot
thought was gonna die
bus FINALLY came
reached marina barrage
damn alot of kites my god
was getting damn excited
found a good spot
nobody brought mat
so had to sit on pathway
weather turned pretty good :)
no sun no rain
just windddddd !

feng bought 3 kites
1 rainbow 1 bat 1 eagle
flew the rainbow one first
epic fail-.-
expected!
asked who know how to fly kite
NO ANSWER-.-
and everyone was just staring at each other
hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
finally got this uncle helped us
but in the end also cannot fly the rainbow one
cause dk why got some prob

started on the eagle instead
succeeded:)
and pude was trying to attack this penguin
realised the penguin owner actually right behind us
hahahahahahahahahahahahahah
i think they heard what pude said ;p

ryan flew the bat
was damn successful

was playing and snacking and lepaking
suddenly THE EAGLE GOT TANGLED UP WITH THE PENGUIN!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
EPIC OMG
then while pude and the guy were trying to untangle
the guy pulled the string too hard
and... PIAK goes the penguin!!!
hahahahahahahahahahaha
THE PENGUIN SNAPPED OFF!!
omg
i feel damn bad
but.. ITS SERIOUSLY TOO FUNNY!!

wah
the penguin..so sad
Stella: at least we suceeded in attacking the penguin! :)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

after that
eagle couldnt fly at all
must be guily for attacking penguin!
LOL
then there was this time
the eagle was flying halfway
and pude said something like: this is the story of the eagle chasing the children
and PIAK
THE EAGLE WENT STRAIGHT INTO PUDE'S FACE!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
OMG
DAMN FUNNY!!
saw the whole thing!!
epic!:)

took more pics
left around 8.30pm?
rushed for bus
cause of my oh-so-pro SG BUSES APP
we didnt get to squeeze in the shuttle bus with everyone
and i mean EVERYONE
haha
went on the super empty 402 which only came 1 min later
imba! \m/

walked back to marina bay station
cannot decide where to go eat
went on train
3bedok 3pasirris 1tanahmerah 1simei 1LITTLE INDIA!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
finally
like super finally
decided to go simei long johns

reached there damn late
when food came
i asked: when are you all closing?
"10pm"
and it was alr 10pm-.-
felt damn bad!

halfway eating jerome said he was nearby with nic zhixian and his friend
they came-.-
and left-.-!!
damn lame

finished eating
wanted to lepak somemore but everyone very tired
trained home
reached home at 11pm

very tired now
shall upload pics tmr

P.s daddy bought me a new PINK camera
P.s.s and made me not regret not going ikea with him cause he bought me my full length mirror and HOT DOG BREAD!

2010-04-01T23:57:00.000+08:00

Fucking supposed to sleep at 11+pm after calling a whole lot of ppl like Jerome ZhiXian and Joshua
Thanks peeps

Just changed tuition from Friday night to Monday night
Band night
7.30pm
Idk wth I did that for
I'll be so fucked up from band I won't even be able to concentrate
But I think it would be worse if I have it tmr night
When I have so much of these rubbish in my mind

At 12.54am
Finally trying to go to sleep after 1 whole hour(++) of staring into space and trying to throw as much rubbish as I can into the bin
Still can't sleep
Seriously too much on my mind

Looking forward to colourguards outing
Am I?

1.22am
Finally feeling tired
Nitez:)

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2010-03-31T20:51:00.001+08:00

Everybody's so stressed lately
Gossip session with Novita yesterday for 1.5 hours made me realised everyone is just as troubled as I am

Ysd went bugis with Sherlyn PuDe Jerome
PuDe bought his bag
I hope he's regretting!
Hahahahahaha

Me and Sherlyn didn't get bag cause didn't find suitable ones
Bugis is the worst place to shop for bags man
All so typical-.-
Spotted one at Flesh Imp
Quite nice and quite cheap also
But hesitated cause pink wasn't that nice

Btw
I need something to make my room look like MY ROOM!
Any ideas anyone?

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2010-03-28T22:48:00.001+08:00

I moved rooms
Damn it
I'm sleeping alone
Damn it
Me no like it

No more late night talks with brother
No more pushing the blame to brother when mummy scold me for not cleaning up my room
No more quarreling with brother over who should off the lights

Wait that sounds cool actually
Hahahahahahaha

Mummy bought me a new bedsheet
But...
IT'S NOT PINK!!!
Ita green..
But still nice la..
Like it;)

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2010-03-27T20:06:00.001+08:00

8.06pm
I know I haven't been blogging
And this blog is like this much to being dead
But I've been very tired
Physically
And mentally

Just wanted to say
Band was fun
With colourguards
Thanks

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9.16pm
ok now i suddenly have the feeling to blog
today
went school at 7am for ss test-.-
fucktards
stupid
only did 1 out of 2 essays
imba

had cgs
10am
saw class ppl going in coe room
decided to go for maths
sneaked away ;p
went maths from 10am to 12pm
left and went back cgs
realised they have been under the sun
mlia:)
sry.. hahahaha

lunchtime
novita want kfc
wanted to cab to pp
no cabs
guys going kallang
decided to go kallang
walked to traffic light
realised there's another kfc at city plaza there
wanted to cab there cause damn freaking hot
no cabs
so ended up at kallang

cabbed back school
went somewhere
was damn cool
lazy talk abt what happened cause i just told brother and i dont want to repeat again ;p
sorry..

bus ride was ohkayyy
stella and pude were like exchanging malay stuff
hahahahahahahaahahahahahahahaha

bused home with shahirah and germaine

bathed and i realised today's a colourful day
i was wearing yellow shirt blue fbts green bag pink socks
now after bathing
im wearing blue shirt pink fbts orange hairband

colourful day :)

2010-03-19T21:02:00.007+08:00

Hihihihi!!
Something that happened to me today that finally made me think that coming to m'sia is not a waste of time!!

Aunty called michelle jiejie over
And guess what?
I did pedicure!!!

Damn nice omg
After that still got facial
Wooooooooooooooo
Hahahahhahahahahahaha!!
This is so cool
Home service ftw!

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2010-03-18T21:22:00.002+08:00

I'm in Malaysia
Woooooooo
Fuck-.-
Can't go band la damn it

Ysd 8 hrs of car ride practically killed me
Vomitted twice
Saw lizards
Puked the third time-.-
My life sucks

In car
Nothing to do
Suddenly thought of how Ethel Koh Si Ying would be leaving me for New Zealand
Cannot imagine how sad I would be
I'm so going to miss Ethel so so so so so so much
Cried for 2 hours when I thought of the times we spent tgt
Why must you leave?

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2010-03-16T15:08:00.002+08:00

3pm
Just woke up
My waking-up-damn-damn-damn-late plan worked
Pretty well:)

First thing I saw
8 missed calls
Called back

You guys just don't understand how terrible I'm feeling right now
It's not that I don't want to go
I'm really almost dead from head to toe!
I was really damn freaking excited for this outing
But I can't help it if I can't even get out of bed properly!!
I even have to crawl out of my room before trying to stand up!
Fuck this shit
I hope you realise what you did to me

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2010-03-15T22:24:00.004+08:00

I am damn freaking tired...

Band was great
My leg has scratch marks and it looks like I got caned and abused in camp!
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

Nadz helped me buy andes chocs!!!
Omg I love her!!!
ME: can you see?! (pointing at ANDES) this spells HEAVEN!!
Ethel: can you see?! You failed spelling!
Hahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahaha

And I was showing cm and getting excited abt it
Cm: what's that?
With the dao face
ME: yknow the eng teacher give one.the damn nice one!!!
And she suddenly turned from -.- to :o!!!
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
She got damn hyped and excited too Hahahahahahahahaha

Colourguards sec 4s are damn fun!!
We did food cheer(?)
Started the bomb thingy
And kept on screaming and screaming and cheering LOL

Played concentration!!!
Wooooooooooooooooooooo
Damn freaking fun!!
Hahahahahahahahahahahaha
Thanks dog chicken horse giraffe seahorse sealion rabbit monkey lamb penguin for being so super enthu and playing whenever we have break!!!
Thanks thanks thanks so much everyone for making this camp more fun then tiring!
Although it really IS very tiring..

After camp went pp with Hakim FengYuan Shahirah Stella Novita
Damn funny
Fy helped me carry bag:)
So walked with Novita
Was telling her how I miss civilisation
Charles and Keith!
Mango!
Escalators!
90% off! Hahahahahahahahahahaha
Damn funny damn hyper!

Ate and talked
All Tagore! Except for Novita hahaha
Hakim house captain somemore:)
Then Novita said Einstein won road run
And fy describes this old man with curly hair and thick specs running while reading a book!
Davinci would be painting while running!
Tagore...
Hahahahahahahahahahahahaha
cannot say
Stella say at night and everybody started laughing!!

Spent almost more than 5 mins for girls to tell guys 1 joke about someone!
Cause it was damn freaking funny and we couldn't stop laughing
Then the guys see us laughing
They laughed even more!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

Just finished bathing and i realised bathing nvr felt this good omg

Gna wake up as late as possible tmr for my FIRST day of hols
Rock on!
\m/

I should go sleep in my oh-so-soft bed right now!
byes and
nitez:)

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2010-03-11T00:08:00.002+08:00

Damn fucking stressed now
Maybe blogging's the only way I can destress
Cause breaking down seems like the only thing I can do right now

Firstly
I can't seem to find my holidays
At all

Saturday to Monday band camp
I have to decide and plan/organize various outings
-Bugis with PuDe and Sherlyn
-2G outing (somehow)
-4H buffet outing
3 outings
It would fit in just right in 3 days

Was studying e maths test
Suddenly
Mummy told me that we're going Malaysia from Wednesday to Saturday
fucking shit

Looked at my calendar
Marked out days taken up
And I realised I have Tuesday and Sunday left
Tuesday-band
Sunday-tuition
HAHA
Omg
My life is damn freaking awesome right!!
It's like even busier than school days!!
Wow!

FUCK THIS SHIT LAAA!!!!!!!

Argh
Now I have to cancel all my original plans
Cause my holidays just went missing and I really can't find it..

Fucking second thing is class tee
Stupid
I was scolded being extra for trying to help and making the first design
And now
Everyone is asking me the same thing again and again when it's none of my buisness!
You all should really go to the person-in-charge
Stop stressing me with all this irrelevant stuff
I really don't appreciate it right now

Dateline is Friday
Fucking must finish by today
Told you I was in a bad mood and was alr damn stressed
You didn't help by pushing more stuff onto my list
Say I attitude
Look at yourself

E maths test
I'm so dead
Thanks for making my day so awesomely fucked up

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2010-03-08T00:45:00.002+08:00

Today was awesome!!!!
If I write today as a compo
It would have a complete twist man

Firstly
Woke up
Played com for a while
Decided to pon tuition and slack the whole day
Slept
Woke up at 3pm
Played com
Today sound boring enough right?

Jerome called at 4pm
Told me he had an extra ticket and asked if I want to go
I said ok I'll try
I thought it was sometime away and I could spend this time being a nice good girl and plan my way to asking mummy
Asked him when it was
And he said: tonight
!!!
Fucking shit
Told him no almost immediately
There is no way my mum would allow me to go to a concert at night when there's school tmr
Didn't even want to try asking her..
Told Jerome to ask someone else
But no one can

Asked gor gor whether I should ask mummy
He say just ask
There's no harm

Went to find mummy
She was asleep-.-
Gave up
Went back to phone
Tell Jerome I don't really know paramore and it would be wasted if I go
But he didn't care and tell me just go ask...
Went to ask mummy

MUMMY WAS BEING SUPER DUPER NICE OMFG!!!!!!!!

I just told her everything
I didn't even begged her to let me go
Was prepared for the worst
Even told her it's ok to say no cause I'll understand
And she said JUST GO
Omfg
Was damn happy
Ran back to phone and was laughing non stop!!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

Bathed
Prepared
Left house at 5.45pm
Saw brother on the way to mrt
And I was smiling and screaming: I'M GOING PARAMORE!!!!!!
And he gave me the dao face-.-

Reached eunos
Jerome came
Waited for zx
He damn late-.-

Cabbed to kallang
Met Jerome's friend Justina
Made friends
She's damn nice:)

Was planning to go alr
Jerome suddenly have 2 more tickets-.-
Then suddenly everything was messed up
Tried to ask ppl come last min
I asked Sherlyn
Zx asked his friend
Jerome asked Nic
In the end zx's friend and Annette came

Went in
DAMN FUCKING NICE!!!!
Concert started only at 8.50pm

Whole thing was damn nice
Shouted screamed like mad
Thanks Jerome Ho Tze Hong!

After concert went klp with Jerome Justina Zx Jiasheng
Justina left
So we just sat at klp and slacked
Played PENIS!!

Damn fun
Decided to go rooftop with them + Sarah Junjie Wingleng Shannon Ananta
Damn fun
Stayed there until the lights went off
Scary
Thought we would be stuck there
Left klp
Zx and Jiasheng left with Shannon and Ananta
Wanted to cab but no cabs available at all-.-
So walked to bus stop with Jerome

Went on bus at 11.30pm
Bused to school
Walked to main road
Waited damn long-.-
Shit cabs
Finally 1 came at 11.50pm

Cabbed with Jerome
Dropped him off at eunos
Reached home at 12am on the dot

Saw daddy alone in living room waiting for me
Felt damn bad..

Overall had a great day!!!
I really really love my friends for making my life so awesome!

P.s and I love paramore too

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2010-03-04T20:26:00.002+08:00

At some Thai restaurant eating now
Bored...

My life was damn awesome today
5 periods of maths
Only had like 2 periods of a maths?
Mr foo started telling stories
Fell asleep unknowingly at around 12.20pm according to Jess
Woke up only at 1.05pm
Slept for freaking 45mins+
Wow!
My life is freaking awesome!!!

After maths test
Went pp with Shawn TaiMing JianHao again
Bought stuff
Saw Renee and Belinda
Guys went eat so i followed girls

After buying stuff
Renee wanted to eat scoopz
So went down
Bought
And she suddenly exclaimed: I NO CASH!!!!
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
Damn freaking funny omg!!
And damn paiseh
So followed her up to ATM
Hahahahahahahahaha

She and Belinda went home
I went opp
Called daddy
He say must wait
Don't want to wait
So went on 197
Saw PuDe and nic
Fml

Went home
Daddy was alr at home-.-!

Should have went with Shawn
Should have waited for daddy

Damn it
There goes my awesome life

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2010-03-03T22:01:00.002+08:00

sherlyn's status:

You didn't love her, you just didn't want to be alone. Or maybe, she was just too good for your ego, or maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life, but you didn't love her. Because you don't destroy the people you love.

damn nice

2010-02-28T16:54:00.001+08:00

Didnt blog ysd cause of some stuff
Anw i have EMOJI!!!!!
Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!

Damn cooooooooool
Heeheeheeeee

Ysd was fuunnnnnnnn :)
Firstly met Sherlyn at pp at 12.30pm
Went to buy her dress
Went pastamania
Ate
Talked
Went her house
Watched star king
Damn nice! Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

5pm went school
Practises for a while
Went drama room makeup

Stupid mdm Goh suddenly changed dance timing from 7.30pm to 6.30pm
Fucking stupid!
Then eveyone was panicking cause all haven't finish makeup yet
Finally did and went down to dnt workshop
Our 'waiting room'! Lol!

Danced
Did great!
Was damn proud of myself cause I did eveything perfectly!!
Hahahahahahahahahahahahaha

Went pp subway with Stella Shirley Clara Kristle Jermaine
Talked
Chatted
Gossiped
Shootshagmarry-ed:)
Miss the good old times!!

Left pp at 10pm
Reached home at 11pm
Bathed
Using com
Suddenly
A lizard appeared behind
!!!!!!!
Fucking screamed and ran to my room
Told brother to go off the com
That's why I didn't get to blog or upload pics...

Called Jerome
Called Andrew
Told PuDe to call
I called Sherlyn on another phone and was laughing with her like shit about some stuff
The house phone side got pissed off so hung up on sherlyn

Talked to Andrew for damn long while PuDe went to bath and brush his teeeeeeeeth!
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

Talked to them for damn long about whitechip ham bread and fries
Lol!!
Inside joke
Heeheeheeeee

After a while
Suddeny felt like peeing
Damn it
Damn scared to go out
Cause got lizard-.-
After 10mins of whining
Both of them kept on telling me to just go
So told brother to follow me out
Was damn freaking scared
Went into toilet
Peed LOL
Pushed door open
FUCKING LIZARD appeared out of nowhere
Was so scared I climbed on the toilet bowl
It was at the door there so I couldn't get out
After a while it went out but i still didn't dare to come down
Cause it's somewhere outside
So I was stuck inside
My scream woke my father up
Luckily! My god
Father came and I ran out
Brother was in study room so ran in and immediately climbed on the table
started crying like crazy
Damn long nvr cry so much alr
Cause this time was different
I was stuck inside!
And I didn't know when I can go out/get saved

Went back room
Went to phone
Was half telling them what happened and half crying non stop...
Finally stopped cause PuDe managed to make me laugh

Everyone kept on saying want to sleep alr
In the end Andrew fell asleep at 3am
Me and PuDe continued talking cause suddenly say not tired anymore
I think PuDe is the best guy I talked to about whitechip
Like seriously
Cause at least he give constructive comments
And he's quite close to whitechip

Talked til 4am
Slept
Dreamt abt whitechip
Scary
Dreams are really connected to what you're thinking before you sleep...
Dream was damn nice
But too good to be true

"To get over someone, you have to live better off without him."

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2010-02-27T10:36:00.003+08:00

yesterday was a fucked up day
damn tiring
2.30pm - 4.30pm dance
4.30pm - 6.30pm band
7pm-9pm fucking tuition
-.-
fml..

overall
was still fun
was damn no mood to dance at all
but heard song
and had dance marathon
somehow
lol

talked to pd abt stuff
feeling damn sad
realised lots
but still dont quite get it..

saw stella's status
It is sad when people you know become people you knew.
When you can walk right past someone like they were never a big part of your life.
How you used to be able to talk for hours, and now you can even barely look at them.
damn true...

this morning woke up at 10.30am
damn early-.-
was thinking of sleeping until damn late
cause last night was terrible
hai..
nothing to do now
thats why come blog

you nvr say hi now, do you

2010-02-25T21:02:00.003+08:00

i just realised this is my 200th post
woooooooooooooooo
hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

ok im supposed to be damn depressed now
cause guess what?
i saw a lizard-.-
and i thought either i was dead or everyone else was
cause no one picked up my call
damn it

anddd
i just realised
talking to carl makes life so much better
especially when he makes me laugh:)

2010-02-23T19:16:00.002+08:00

my throat is like killling meeeeee!!
damn freaking dkwhat!!!
not pain..
just keep on coughing
and everyone's complaining-.-

after school
prepared to go alr
ms tay suddenly say got supp-.-
stupid fuck
stayed for supp

after supp
slacked at canteen with andrew jerome zharif
cabbed to katong with jerome (+ kaarthik and keith's bags)
fetched kaarthik and keith from katong
continued to summerfrost
summerfrosted!!!
hahahahahaahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahaha
damn freaking nice!!!
its worth it to have this kind of heaven once in a while:D

cabbed to eunos
kaarthik ate
train-ed home

reached home damn fcking early
mummy's pmsing again
like every sentence she say she will scold me
fuck this shit

2010-02-19T23:52:00.001+08:00

hi yo peeps
long time no talk:)
was damn busy for the whole week

ok something new
I HAVE A NEW PET:)
its name is CARL
its a red cute cuddly (dkwhat)!
damn cute:)
it lives in my phone
and i play with it every now and then!

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahaha
that was damn stupid
ok
this morning
andrew came to school
and showed carl to me
i was laughing like damn crazily nonstop
cause when i laugh
carl laughs
and i laugh
and carl laughs
and i laugh
and carl laughs
...
the cycle continues...
see 'nonstop' ?
:)

last night fucking slept at 1+am cause i was chionging my hearmysay thingy
today
ce lesson
plugged thumbdrive into mr foo's laptop
FUCKING THREAT DETECTED
wts!
then he tell me do next lesson-.-
fucking pissed off
and the whole class was like ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
fuck this

after school
went chinese class
left bag in class
zx took my bag-.-

after chinese
went back class
realised classroom locked-.-
fuck this shit...

went zhixian jerome sherlyn class
got my bag
ME: who took my bag?
ZhiXian: not me la!
Jerome: how can be me?
ME: oh. not you all ah? I thought i would treat that person to a drink cause classroom locked and that person saved my bag from being locked up:)
almost immediately
Both of them: eh me la!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
was laughin like shit
damn funny!!!

danced
went home with ethel and germaine
leg damn painnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
shall go sleep
bye

2010-02-12T21:16:00.005+08:00

danced:)
although i screwed up my last dance and also the only dance that im right in front
im not gonna complain anymore
didnt give my best...
but its over anyway
no use complaining:)

still love dance darlings!!
so many more pics in lydia's cam
upload la!!

was damn funnn!
after dance
ethel gave me this CAREBEAR!!! for valentines gift
omfg
i just LOVE ETHEL
dont you??

im like groping the carebear!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

went ynps with jiepin
have like so many stuff to carry
like in 4 different bags:
-some stuff from minibits BIG bag
-costume
-my carebear!
-chocs

met hoekang
he volunteered to help me carry all the stuff!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
so nice right!!
:)

then met kelvin chanan zihan
went in
couldnt find ms chua
walked around
walked pass meeting room
ms chua came out
haha!
she remembers me!!!
like zomg!
she didnt even recognise me at sec 1!
and considering how i always dont go
so shocked that she know who i am!
haha
she say i changed alot
must be makeup..

she had to go back meeting
invited us to ynps 75th anniversary carnival/dinner
will be going! :)

went hoekang's house
damn near school haha
jiepin say we should drop by every now and then
LOL
good idea:)
its his new house
so he showed me around
and there's fcking 4 floors-.-
climbed until panting sia
his room bed so nice
hahahahahahahahahahaahaha
after went down
shouted: i conquered mt everest!
hahahahahahahahaahahaha
ordered pizza
but jiepin had to go
wanted to hitch ride
so didnt get to eat pizza:(
next time!

home
im so busy now
uploading pics
need to pack like from scratch
and need to write the stupid white card thingy-.-
bye!

2010-02-11T22:33:00.001+08:00

It's like damn late now and I'm only at my second batch of chocolates...
Gna have a long long night...

Supposed to be at Novita's house making cookies now
But..change of plans
Stayed in school and settle dance stuff

After dance
Wanted to go pp buy ingredients with Sherlyn
But she suddenly cannot go out
Tried to call Ethel like dk how many thousands of times but she didn't pick up..
Walked along the long long quiet way beside haig road to get to bus stop
Didn't know what to do
Call home
Also no one answer
Called everyone
Andrew finally answered
Was like half crying alr..
So fucking stressed

Decided to just go with the plan
Bought everything
Went home

Having fun with myself now:)

Today
I learnt that:
Making chocolates is damn fun
Eating it like drinking soup is even better
Knowing that ppl are going crazy over it before even seeing it is the best!:)
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

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2010-02-10T21:00:00.002+08:00

im so happy now idk why

had dance
:)
talked to sherlyn abt ______ like finally
everytime she asked me i would just long story and tell her next time haha
its really damn long
and damn confusing also..
but today finished
hahahahahahaha:)

danced
first time dance on stage
screwed up badly
didnt even know the steps
but after that
with many many ppl's help
knew all the steps:)
proud!
wooooooooooooo
hahahahahahahahahhaahahahahahahaha

daddy fetch home
printing letter for next wed
poning school:)
damn it
i want to pon thurs... not wed.
haiiiii
ITS OK
im still a happy girl:))))))))))))

just realised something
tmr's a thurs
shit
its so gonna screw up my awesome life:(((

2010-02-09T18:01:00.002+08:00

Today was awesome:)
Had e maths quiz
Screwed up
But ITS OK!
I still won't fail:)
Geog test
Only knew how to do first 2 questions..
Hehe
Summerfrost-ed with Jess
Haaaaaaaa...
Weather was damn hot
But summerfrost was so damn nice:)
Long time since the last time we went there
Damn long ago...

Just reached home
Nothing to do
Like so damn early

Reading all my old old posts from like oct
Feeling damn sad now
Ok maybe moody..
Not sad

Hai..
I've gone through so much last year
It's going to be a brand new year ahead!
I'm gonna be a good girl and study hard and get my 5 A1s 1 C5 target!:)
Hahahahahahahhahahahahaha

Go xm!
You can do it
Stop thinking about other irrelevant stuff
It won't do you any good

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2010-02-05T21:42:00.004+08:00

hihihihihi!!
im so happy today:))
idk why
having major mood swings lately...

like during school
was damn pissed off
at everyone at everything
shouted and scolded everything single thing/person that came into my way

didnt think that my mood affected so many ppl..
im sorry for being not as 'happy' as usual and spoiling you guys' day
and i know you're worried
but im really fine
just needed to get pass that route which everyone has to go through someday somehow
and i finally realised
its better to run through it without thinking
than walking freaking slowly, thinking of everything single thing that i did and what im going to do next

after school
went chem with sherlyn zhixian jerome shenhao
cause sherlyn wanted me to pei her
so went
learnt good stuff
didnt regret going

4pm
went dance
saw dance
heard song
went damn enthu!!!
i love the song! omfg
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
omg
i realised i havent laughed here for damn long..
sorry..
ok whatever
point is
damn coooooooooooool
i love starstruck!
wooooooooooooooo
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaa
learnt dance in like 1 hr
thats like damn fast
ok maybe dont be so exagerating
maybe 2hrs?

point is
marathon-ed
coool
love it
missed dancing
missed laughing
missed everything
i seriously do love dance
:)

just got reminded by shawn that its gna be vday like real soon
damn fast
...
not in sg.
sad:(

2010-02-04T18:08:00.005+08:00

I hate it that my life is affected because of you.

I hate everyone who mentions you.

I hate every little thing that reminds me of you.

I hate everytime I have to explain how there is simply nothing with me and you.

I hate taking a detour just to avoid running in to you.

I hate myself trying to adapt to the life without you.

But, I dont hate you.

2010-02-03T21:58:00.002+08:00

Today was a suckish day
Chinese was suckish
Lit was suckish
Even sex ed was suckish
They were talking about how ppl break up...

Stupid
Some stuff so true

After sex ed
Went out of library
Suddenly boom!
Cm banged her head on pillar-.-
Sara: must be doing nonsense again
She went off to general office
Was crying like shit
Damn long nvr see her cry so much...
Was damn worried so followed her
Went sick bay
Helped her put ice to somehow numb the pain

Left for lit test
Was shit
Rushed to general office look for cm
Gone
Went canteen just in time to watch second half of match
Cheer up guys!:)

Talked to Sherlyn zhixian shafiq brandon and ++
Daddy came
Left
Went home

Spammed b&js
Don't think I'm feeling any better
It's just like ice
Numb the pain for a while
But after that
The pain cones back
And it still remains..

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2010-01-30T16:00:00.008+08:00

damn tired...
walked to kfc with brother
super tiring
dk why
must be because of the run yesterday

nothing to do the whole day
have been trying to make myself as busy as possible
clean the house
clean my room
eat ALOT
do homework

or else
if i just lie on bed like what i usually do
i would think about stuff..
stuff that im not supposed to think abt

and nooooo im not going to give up and just lie down there
today's my off day
my off day thinking of you

10.07pm
just came back from ntuc with mummy daddy and brother
didnt want to go at first
was damn freaking tired after a whole day of doing all kinds of stuff
but brother sabo-ed me to go so i did

once reached
i went to the icecream section like straight away!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
pleaded with mummy and daddy for haagen dazs
mummy say
ben&jerry's cheaper
so got 2 tubs of that
but still
didnt give up and pestered for haagen dazs
and they agreed!!!!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
im the happiest gurl on earth today!!! :))))))))))

went upstairs
mummy was browsing chocolates
played with the shopping cart with brother
damn stupid
damn childish
hahahahahhahahahaahhahahahahahaha

suddenly remembered why i went upstairs for
RAN like crazy to the toys section
reached
stopped
stared
smiled
ran back to brother
laughed!
hahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!

damn alot of CAREBEARS!!!
woooooooooooooooooooo
super alot!!
was damn freaking happyyyyy:)
pulled brother with me
there's like more designs than in mini toons or in popular!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
happy happy happy happy happy happy !!! :))))))

went home
put icecream in freezer
was nice and informed gorgor abt it before he just takes it without asking
gorgor was so evil and say he will help himself to it
Brother: nvm la gor, you share with me. i got 1 also
GorGor: why? just take hers la!
Brother: i dont want to hear her voice..
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
he knows me so well
i like! :D
LOL

im so freaking happy now
did i tell you?
im really very happy
dont believe?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
that should prove it :D

P.s omg this post is really damn colourful
P.s.s and realised its damn different from the first half of today...
P.s.s.s mood swings(?)

2010-01-29T21:36:00.003+08:00

omg havent used com like 532183219 days!

damn tired now
but have to blog!

today
during chem
damn funny
they were asking mrs chee whether later really got fire drill
and mrs chee didnt bother to answer
so continued with lesson
then after 5 mins
fire alarm rang!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
then whole class cheer!!
omg
damn awesome

sun was damn freaking hot
sat there for damn long
lucky got shawn's jacket:)

waited with cm for ethel to finish her bio
went bedok
pasar malam
bought red bull
it gives me wings:)
nah
didnt work at all
ok idk maybe its like mentally?

walked home
changed
bused to bedok reservoir
ran
fcking tiring
omfg
3.5km
dead
but felt damn good right after running
like you accomplished something
i got 42th
not very high compared to ethel's 7th and cm's 8th!
but still!!
IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF
wooooooooooooo
hahahahahahahahahahaha
at least i got into the first 50
last yr didnt even get the number tag..
damn good run!

after prize presentation
sara's dad sent us to tm
slacked ate chatted
stayed for damn long
ethel's parents sent me home
late for tuition

tuition
fb status:
ChainRule, ProductRule & QuotientRule forced themselves into my tiny brain in 45 mins. Right after my 3.5km road run.. Wow. I really hope they stay in there and not chase Tears out...

damn tired now
shall have an early night

i love my number! :D

2010-01-26T22:18:00.003+08:00

Had a rough day today...
Recess
Was being attacked by Brandon with his deo at hand-.-
Was screaming and screaming like shit
And ZhiXian say what I scream like I kena rape like that-.-

Next
Right before ss
Kaarthik wanted Andrew's fucking humongous NIKE water bottle
And he threw it
And it flew
And..?
IT FUCKING LANDED ON MY HEAD
What the fucking shit
Seriously
Hit my head damn hard...
Damn freaking pain..
Omfg!!!

Then I was like grabbing my head in pain
Was on the brink of crying..
Like head suddenly damn dizzy
So didn't really know what was happening
Just knew Edwin lim kept on asking whether I ok or not
Then can hear Brandon and Darius talking
Dk why
But my crying started to become laughing
Hahahahahahahahahhahahaha
Brandon: idk whether she laughing or crying!!
Edwin Lim: she's crying!
But I was actually laughing
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

Finally looked up and told them that i'm ok
zx missed the whole thing..
When he came back
Jerome told him
And he looked at andrew's BIG and FULL water bottle
And started laughing and saying my head very powerful...
Then he used all sort of things to hit my head!!WTF man
Actually not painful la
But then Jerome suddenly us pen hit that particular spot!!! Damn pain!!! Omg!!!!!!!

After school
No supp
Went canteen with Keith kaarthik Jerome Andrew Gerald to slack and wait for Jess to finish her test
Jerome fucking covered my pencil box with the donation stickers!!!!!
Now cannot open at all!!!!!!!
Omfg
It's with Andrew now cause I lazy wait for them to finish before leaving-.-
And I know he's doing something to it right now...
Fuck this

3.30pm
Cab-ed to parkway with Jess
Bought stuff to do tabletop

4+pm
Cab-ed to Jess' house
Did tabletop
Transfered pics to thumbdrive

7pm
Cab-ed to parkway
Print pics
Jess and johnathan go eat
I went home

Late
Tired
Was watching this stupid competition show on channel u
Go in this dk what hole
Inside like fucking many lizards omfg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The camera close up once
I scream for 3secs...
Imagine how much I screamed when the camera man loves lizards so much...........
Omg
And there were like fucking many eggs !!!!!!
Arhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!

FYI I'm not being bitch or bimbo or act cute here
I'm just (fucking) scared of lizards
Even if it's on tv or it's just pictures
I'm sorry but I didn't have a choice in what I have a phobia on

Saw bloopers and Michelle Chia was fucking crying when she saw the lizards...
Finally
Someone who really understands how I feel...

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2010-01-23T23:57:00.004+08:00

I feel good:)

Today woke up at 9+am
Waited for Sherlyn to call
Should have gone at like 8am?
Then can go home sleep again...
Nvm

Went at 12pm
Collected cans
Went macs with Germaine
She went off
Went walk around with Sherlyn
Actual plan was to watch 2 movies + eat dinner = 6 hrs
But Sherlyn had a super good feeling to fill the whole can up
So decided to go tamp cause there got alot of ppl

Went pasir ris platform
Alot of ppl
Decided to just stay there and wait for every train that comes
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
Finally board on train and go tamp
Planned to like stop at every station for 15 mins and go to the next
Realised we're not supposed to
We're good enough to go ask whether we can anot ok
So went out of mrt
Walked to traffic light
Good place
Many ppl
But
All rushing...
And damn hot there
Walked aimlessly around
Stopped at tamp1
The entrance there
Hot spot man
Had so many ppl donating that we stayed there for quite a while

Damn freaking tired
Damn many nice ppl
There was this guy
I was rubbing my eye
And he just came forward and stuffed a 2 dollar note into my can!!
Was damn shocked
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
But also got alot of bitches
Just walked pass like that-.-
Came up with the conclusion with sherlyn: women suck!
I know it's ironic-.-
But that's sadly the truth..

Decided to finish the stickers we had and go buy drink
After buying drink walked to tamp mall
Saw Delbert and Yasmeen
Went in between tamp mall and century square
While walking and talking to Sherlyn
Suddenly got this man
With alr a sticker on his shirt
Came over and gave me a ten dollar note!!!!!!
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
And I was just so shocked that I kept on saying thankyou
After he walked away then I turned around and shouted: GOD BLESS YOU!!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
Up to date I have 7 2-dollar notes and 1 10-dollar note:)
I think

After that went back tamp mall entrance
Saw stella
Walked back to tamp1
Me and sherlyn's hot spot:)
Continued collecting
Darren and vivek came
Collected tgt
Damn funny !!
Darren was desperate to get donations
Stella told him about the rub eye thingy
And he started rubbing his eye for 5 mins straight !!
But still nobody donate to him
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!

After that
Darren came up with this stupid game
The first who gets more than 50cents from a ______ wins!!!
Hahahahahahahahahahahaha

They decided to go bedok
Me and Sherlyn stayed at our hot spot
Fengyuan and jay came
Damn funny also
Fy likes to aim for old uncles ah dk why...
Then everytime he says they will surely donate
All 3 of us would be staring and waiting to laugh when he fails
Hahahahahahahahahahahaha!!
And he always does:)

Finally left at 7pm for pasir ris
Saw all of them there
Supposed to go eat dinner with ZhiXian and Sherlyn at e hub before giving back container
But they said better to give them first
So returned the container
Kind of feel sad now
Will really miss my container...
And all the "hi would you like to donate some money? Thank you"s... :(

Container was damn full
Sherlyn's one is like can even see the coins alr
Damn cool
It's like a damn good sense of accomplishment!!
Wooooooooooooo
Good job xm ! :))))))))
Hahahahahahahahahaha

Anw
Leg was damn freaking pain!!omfg
Like today morning wake up alr super pain
Must be cause of yesterday's ~~dance~~ training
The stupid squatting and standing up for dk how many millions of times...
So having to stand for long hours asking for donations wasn't really the best thing I could do for my poor legs

Bottom line: even though today was freaking tiring and it worsened the state of my legs,
I feel damn good
Having done a few thousands of good deeds! Proud of myself!
:))))))))))))))))))))))))!

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2010-01-21T21:14:00.001+08:00

Hi yo
Today was fun
And depressing...

Needed someone to talk to badly
Needed a hug badly
But Ethel has band:(
I hate this...
Wait till I join band:)

Maths was fcking stressing me out
Lucky got zx:)
Super high today ah

After maths
Went video world with ZhiXian Darius Keith kaarthig
On the way saw kevin and Adrian lecturing a small boy!
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!
Cause he was abusing a cat! Lol
And Kevin took out his phone
Threatened to call police!!!
Hahahah
And I was just standing there laughing!!
Damn comical omg

Went videoworld
Slacked
Good old days:))

They played yugioh
I watched and helped them calculate life points lol!
Cause of me zx won for the first time!
Hahahahahaahahahahahahhahaha
I must be his lucky star
And then there was this match
Shafiq 200000 points
ZhiXian 1100 points-.-
Told zx to give up alr
He can nvr win...
And I wanted to go home.. Hahahahahahaha
Then when I came back from toilet?
Zx won!! Omfg
Hahahaahahahahahahahaah

6.00pm
Daddy fetched me home
Another tiring day...

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2010-01-20T22:08:00.005+08:00

So damn cool today
Like the best day this week

Last night
Told mummy phone got confiscated and she alr made a fcking big fuss out of it
If she knows what really happened
She'll kill me

Anw
Went look for Edwin lim after school
ME: what time you free? My father can come today
Mr Lim: um actually... Did you tell him about what happened alr?
ME: um half
Mr Lim: oh you mean you only told him about the confiscating part
ME: uh ya..are you going to tell him the rest?! cause if you are, then better for me to tell him first right
Mr Lim: no no I'm not gonna tell him
ME: thank god
Mr Lim: actually.. your father don't need to come. I can just give you your phone. Ya not your fault also
ME: ya! Ofc not my fault
Mr Lim: wait
*goes in takes out phone*
Mr Lim: ok call your father

And then he talked to daddy and that's all..
Walau made me worry so much..
Anw wooooooooooooo
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
My life is simply just awesome!!! :)))))))

Had dance
Was damn funny!!!
But it's gonna be damn tiring soon:(

Just realised tmr is a Thursday
Maths day
Shit day
There goes my awesome life

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2010-01-19T20:10:00.002+08:00

omfg today's a fcking bad day
dont wish to elaborate
didnt even wanted to blog cause was too stressed out with stuff
but something just happened which made me did

finished dinner
lizard appear on wall
I DID NOT SCREAM
it was damn far la
scared for what:)
then mummy decided to act cute and go around hitting it-.-
it slipped off the wall BY ITSELF and dropped on the ground
fcking screamed-.-
plssss
wall and ground different right!
we're on the same ground!!
thats fcking scary!!

ok and then it ran and hid somewhere near the com
fucktard lizard-.-
forgot abt it
10 mins later
wanted to use com
but didnt dare to get near it...

brothers were inside room
pushed door open
ME: "i very scared..."
*brother stares at particular spot right beside me*
*i looked over*
*FUCKING SCREEEEEEEEEAMED!!*
WTF MAN
OMG
OMG
OMG
OMG
OMG
OMFG!!!
like saw something moving and was damn freaking scared
ran to my bed and started crying...
omg omg omg omg!!
can you imagine it
its so damn fcking near
like its gonna hop on me anytime!!!

didnt dare to look
made sure it was no where near the door
ran out of the room
ran into mummy's room
heard the commotion of my 2 brothers trying to torture and kill the stupid lizard
didnt want to know/see details so went bath

came out
went into brother's room
ME: where is it?
*brother points at ground next to me*
*SCREEEEEEAMED and jumped*-.-
my f-ing god...
it was like squashed over there
tail/leg seperated from the body...
disgusting shit
fcking jumped onto a super high chair and started crying
ON THE CHAIR

omfg
i cant believe all this happened in 1 day
fucking bad day!

2010-01-18T20:37:00.004+08:00

today was a bad bad day
class guys are up to the same old topic again
fcking jerome ho's fault for bringing it up

fck this man
damn pissed

[editted]

went dance
so funn:D
new instructor
hazel
soo much better than kc
so sad
only have 1 more yr with her
this yr sec 1s are kinda lucky
no kc-.-

she's damn pretty! :D
just like kay
too bad only sec 4 batch knows who kay is
plus her methods(?) also like kay
wow maybe she knows her

looking forward to next dance prac:)

fucking idiot
so obvious it wasnt me
reply for fuck
you think im gonna say: wow he replied! ??
and no, i did not just give anyone my phone
he promised not to mention you anymore
and wow thats like THANKS GOD!

2010-01-17T17:32:00.002+08:00

Saturday
went johor for cousin's wedding dinner
was quite cool actually
gets to dress up:)

went to restaurant like at 6.30pm
and dinner only started at 8.30pm-.-!
realised cousin is a ho-.-!!
fuck my life..

took many many pics
in cousin's cam
shall upload next time:)

Sunday
boring day..

2010-01-14T20:58:00.002+08:00

today sucks
i officially hate thursdays

went home
long day of maths
slept
mummy scold
idk what the hell is her problem
phone call saved my life
went to bath
broke down
dk why
damn stressed
like everything started rushing to me all at once..
i need counseling..
seriously

2010-01-13T22:00:00.004+08:00

today
germaine's birthday! :D
hahahahahahaha
gave her a surprise party
damn cool and funny
all the guys were smudging each other's faces with cake!!
cake damn nice ok
such a waste..
LOL

didnt go dance
sorry again stella ;p
went for tuition

waited for 33 with ethel
raining
late for tuition
no bus
on the brink of crying..

when washing plates
suddenly this plate slipped off my hand
and touched TOUCHED the basin
it didnt even crash ok
just touched!
and what happened?
it broke into 2..
fcking hit my arm
now red
will become blueblack tmr sia..
then after i finished washing everything else
i realised i was bleeding-.-
damn freaking pain now

HAAAAND... CUUUT... BLEEEEEED... PAAINNN...
andrew say i sound like cave woman
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
damn funny

2010-01-12T17:30:00.002+08:00

for a packet of twister fries
i exchanged some good advice:)

Lesson No.1: How to know whether you're over someone?

1. Try talking to him. You feel uncomfortable, embarassed, or angry of any sort. You're not over him
2. When other people talks about him, you suddenly think about him and misses him. You're so not over him.

well......
apparently its sooo true and makes so much sense..

Lesson No. 2: How to get over him?

GET SOMEONE BETTER

LOL
that idea was shit
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
but not entirely impossible:)

2010-01-11T20:21:00.004+08:00

school
shit...
still cant get used to getting up early...
waiting for weekends now

had been searching for my a maths book
friday wanted to bring home do hmwk
but cannot find
like searched everywhere
asked jerome brandon jess
esp jerome and brandon
noboday saw-.-
searched my whole room upside down
cannot find
this morning
went school searched again
i srsly dont want to lose something right at the start of the year...
jerome came
asked him again
he reached into his bag
and say: ITS WITH ME :D
WTF!-.-
srsly
felt like killing him!!

ft admin
free period
talked cock with zx jerome keeeeeith :)

lit was boring
as always
was reading fml when almost everyone else was asleep
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
so nice:)

went hall for olevel results
so cool man
they did so well
omg
msg 2.2!
and lit got 100% pass leh
my god
i think our batch would be a record breaker!
hahahahahahahahahahaha

went back class
studied chem
thats like sooo last min
hahahaha
higher mt ppl got to know their results
heard that B3 ppl have to drop higher
sadd
and i was telling jess: you get B3 you scream like mad alr
hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
srsly

had chem test
had physics prac
was fun:)

went pp with jerome joshua
ate macs
went off

when i was walking home
blasting music
mummy was stalking right behind me wtf
and i didnt know!
cause i dont dare turn around
later its some perv! hahahahahahahahahahahaha!!
damn funny

according to the horoscope sherlyn read with me that day
power date: 11 jan (today)
Do something that you're afraid of.
well
i didnt

2010-01-10T13:26:00.001+08:00

supposed to be at tuition now
was im+ing with andrew
and realised i was almost late
so just put on jacket and was ready to go
suddenly jerome called
and tell me dont go
and he convinced me-.-
so im here now
ok gossipgirl-ing bye:)

2010-01-09T19:13:00.003+08:00

went school at 8am
went drama room with kristle
saw drama ppl inside so went back to our booth

everyone finally reached
saw someone i didnt want to see so pulled kristle into toilet with me do makeup
finally went out

dance was ohkayy
im not blaming anyone but was abit screwed
mostly cause of the music..

after that went back booth
clara's birthday:D
got cake
so cool
clara was blindfolded and brought to the booth
and then when she saw
she was so shocked that she didnt say anything at all
like srsly nothing at all
wow
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
then like the sec3s landers were marching and shouting in front
so we started singing happy birthday damn loudly
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
cannot hear their voice at all
then when they marched in front of us again
they were singing happy birthday!!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
damn cool

camwhored
waited
went pp lunched with stella yanqi
realised i lost my wallet
thought it was at home so asked brother
he say dont have
started getting worried
backtracked
yesterday daddy fetch so nvr take bus home
that means it must have been missing since then
backtracked more
bought drink with sherlyn and..?
sherlyn put inside stella's bag and..?
i TRIED to take from stella's bag and..?
did i..??
LOL
damn funny
finally realised cause stella wanted me to go home with her or else she wont return my wallet
and she really didnt!!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

went borders
sherlyn came
talked talked talked
for damn long
supposed to go out with sea-ers
but in the end cancelled
so talked damn long
damn funny!!
lol

went home alone
thought alot on bus
i still dk which to shoot or shag!!!!!
stellaaaaaaaaaaaa
hai

reached home at 7pm
wow
just shouted at mummy
bad mood
cause bad day

2010-01-08T20:47:00.004+08:00

hate mdm goh laaa
she's like the most irresponsible teacher i ever met
and stella i know you're like (Y)x999 now lol

its like want to get the awards from her and she say nvr tell her earlier
she didnt even know where it is!!
wtf?!
tell us go walk around general office go find it ourselves
what is this
fcking retarded!
then when me and sherlyn really did
still cannot find the syf one
supposed to be with mdm goh
she say she dk?!
and give the stupid what? face
and mrs tan smsed stella that she passed it to mdm goh-.-
wtf!
and then?
she said she didnt even knew we were going to perform
thats why she didnt tell mr tng
and thats why stella and jeanette got scolded by mr tng for being the last to inform him
and then he said there's gna be a change in everything
and we have to like change our own plans-.-
next
she's supposed to help us book cc cause we have no fcking studio in the school
and then today?
she say she forgot to book-.-
wtfcking shit is this

forget it
spoils the mood
gna look for costume
see you tmr

2010-01-07T20:17:00.002+08:00

Yesterday
"seriously, _____ very _____ this year!"
"IT'S THE THIRD DAY!!"
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
wtf

Today
today was a total fucked up day
thanks

It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else

It's for the best I know it is but I see you
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around, you're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you, not over you

Aren't memories supposed to fade?
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it'd be this hard

Should be strong, movin' on but I see you
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around, you're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own, how I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand!

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you, not over you

A Little Too Not Over You - David Archuleta

2010-01-04T21:40:00.002+08:00

first day of school
3hrs of talk
crappy...

played this game with jess and jerome
first kena scolded by teacher wins
losers pay $2!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
i was soo prepared to win!
unremoved polish & coloured contacts should be enough
who knew mr foo was so kind that he only told me to get it off by tmr...
and mrs khairul didnt even see my eyes when she talking to jess abt HER colour contacts-.-
so funny!!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

after school went lunch with ethel germaine novita
went back school for dance
then sherlyn played this shoot shag marry game with me
damn fun!!
hahahahahahahaahahahahahaha

had marathon man
damn freaking tired omg!
first day of school and alr so tiring...

ok should remove my nail polish now
byebye

2010-01-03T16:37:00.005+08:00

i just realised something
holidays are exactly 50 days (excluding truncated)
woah
talk abt short fun

well
Day: 50
Homework: ZERO :D

2009-12-29T16:17:00.003+08:00

im damn tired now

Yesterday
jerome called me while he was at opera ~~playing~~ watching ppl play soccer
lol
talked
6.34pm
said i want go eat and will call back later
hung up

10.18pm
MSN:
eh
?
YOU EAT FINISH ANOT TMD
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA
okok
sorry la brother
i tell you alr sometimes i dont feel like calling right
you should
at least
call me
and say
i dont feel like calling
bye
wts
and bye must be
BYE !
end on an happy note
and then you would say nonononono
and then i will say what?!
and then you would say a whole lot of crap just to make me not put down
k true
im not falling into the trap no
:(
eh
EH
EH
EH
EH
EH
EH
EH
EH
WHAT LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
EH
EH
EH
EH
EH
ELLA ELLA
EH
EH
UNDER MY
UMBERELLA
funny ah!
fuck
duh :D
go play with your umbrella
i aint an umbrella expert :9
then who is
nicholas fucking ho
cann we not talk abt him
alright
eh
eh
eh
eh
eh
?-.-
erm
you know
derick toh opposite is
hot kcired
wow
so?
i'm amazed @@
thanks for telling me such a good joke
HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA!!!
me
go
play
dota nao
buaisbuais :D
WTS
f0rgive miis pl0x
mii so kawiinehhx
...
keuute too the maximummm
ya ya whatever
bai bai
d0tarrhhhrhrh
rahhh

hahahahahahahaahahahahahaahaha
damn funny
i think he's like high on chocs or something..

anw
called at 11+pm
talk talk talk
he tell me dont sleep cause he's not going to cause he need to go breakfast at 7 am
decided not to be crazy like him and hung up
12.38am slept

1.32am
he fcking called me-.-
didnt know how i picked up
couldnt remember
was mumbling something that i dont even know what
and suddenly i was wide awake
fcking scold him like shit for waking me up
i have to wake up at 8 leh brother..!
then he keep on talk abt some crap shit to let me not put down
ME: CANT YOU JUST LET ME REST IN PEACE!!
Jerome: oh you're dead?
-.-!
finally at 2am
put down
slept
PEACEFULLY

Today
fcking overslept...
ahhhhhhhhhh
alarm went off at 8am
went back to sleep and thought i could wake up at like 8.15am?

when i finally did
it was 9.15am-.-
fcking got a shock
jumped out of bed and did everything in like 15mins
left house

supposed to go there at 9.30am to choreo sorrysorry with sherlyn and stella first while the others go at 10am
thought i was going to be fcking late..
when i reached, it was exactly 10am..
cool

had dance
very tired..

after dance
went pp macs with ethel
talked ate laughed! :)
ME: aren't you going to ask me anything?
Ethel: what?
ME: abt ___
Ethel: i figured you'll tell me when you want to:)
me love ethel! :D

went home

2009-12-26T23:07:00.004+08:00

hey hey everyone
my feet is fcking pain now
ahhhhhhh
see
this is the price i have to pay for increasing my height :)

Friday (Yesterday)
daddy fetched me to stella's house at 6+pm
managed to go in cause someone was coming out:)
found my way with stella directing on her balcony lol

reached
sat down
talked
zhukang and badai were treating us as if invisible..
so went up her room
talked laughed crazy-ed :))

sherlyn called said she was coming up alr
5 mins later.. still not here
thought she fell into the pool
went out
no lift coming up
thought she got lost inside the lift!
hahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahaha
finally came with pude

they played abit of daiti
7pm went down to clubhouse
played pool
sucked
chernyue and darren came from their wedding LOL
snacked
played TABOO!!
yes stella! its damn freaking fun!!
hahahahahahahahahahahahaha

got 1 the word was: joke
and i said: the walkie talkie ____?
stella: sex?
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahaha!!
and then she told darren: its a joke! its a joke!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaaha!!
and she got it correct just like that LOL

played poker
lost all my money-.-
my queen of clubs lost to darren's queen of spades!!!
and i all in leh!!
so i became the dealer
damn fun

finally times up
they wanted to go play basketball
wanted to follow them
but alr 10.30pm
i could stay cause mummy havent call..
but wanted to be a good gurl! :D
so walked out with sherlyn
bused home

Saturday (Today)
bus-ed 40 to katong
thought i was late cause only went up the bus at 4.30pm when i was supposed to meet them at katong at 4.40pm-.-
reached
realised no one reached yet-.-!!
so waited
germaine came
but left soon after cause the thing starting alr
wanted to wait for the rest of them so stayed
chernyue reached
soon after, stella darren zhukang reached
so we walked to odeon katong
went in

overall was ok
i have a lightstick!:D
lol that was random
was damn coldddddddd
freezing even though i was wearing double...

went out
stood outside katong
7.30pm
couldnt decide where to go
zhukang want wok
stella dont want wok
germaine want pp but if only 3 she go home
so we decided to cross over first
stella and zhukang fight damn long..
she even tore his cards' box!
hahahahahahahahahahahahaha
their bus finally came and they went on it
and me and stella WALKED to pp while germaine went home
walk ok!
walk!!
walk!!!!!
okok point is, leg damn painnn!!

finally reached pp
8pm
went subway
ate meatballs!! :D
had a heart to heart talk with lala
btw guys are bastards
always remember that :D!
hai..
remembering all the stuff im not supposed to

the songs playing were damn nice
wanted to ask what album it was
didnt in the end

10pm
went ameba
then cotton on

then outside pp
got this maze(?) thingy and christmas tree
took pics there
this guy wanted to help us take and then email the pics to us but stella say dont want trouble him
so pics were mostly solo :(
but still very nice!!

wanted to go stella's house talk more
mummy called and i told her 11+
she tell me to cab home
wow!
but in the end sherlyn cannot come so bus-ed home
reached home
feet damn fcking pain
the only bad thing abt that pair of heels
got alot of abrasion...

overall had fun today! :D
especially the 3 hrs talk with lala!!
hope to have more! :)))))

2009-12-24T17:35:00.004+08:00

ok
i shall tell you guys whats making me so fcking happy

firstly
Yesterday
went tampines shop
bought a top from cotton on
bought 2 from zimple
yeah!!(Y)
hahahahahahahahahaha
then daddy decided to bring me to starhub and check whether i can get new phone alr
went
saw Satio
pointing frantically at it
mummy said it was too ex-.-
finally settled on Samsung Omnia although not too happy abt it
went to the counter
person said Omnia no chinese
thought about it for a while
i might need it someday
so decided to change to something else
another one which is $298: Samsung Jet
quite ok...
too small..
so the person took it out alr and everything

then suddenly this person beside us was getting iPhone!
and brother saw
and i saw
and mummy saw
in the end daddy saw
daddy ask for fun
how much is iPhone?
THAT LINE FCKING SAVED MY LIFE!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
and the person took out this sheet of paper that includes all the diff prices
its fcking $518 only!!!!!

then my mother was like: oh so cheap only ah?
and the person said: still can if you want to change:)
and daddy said: ok lor
and me?
i was sitting at one side smiling at brother and laughing at the same time!!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
so cool!!
then the person like slowly(idk but seemed like ages to me) took out the box and slowly cut open
and slowly put on the screen protector
LOL
damn happy!!!
and as we leave, i was grabbing onto it like its some thing i cant live without
was wearing heels and told brother: even if i fall, there is no way im gonna drop the phone
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahha!!!
and brother acted out the scene
like some statue of liberty!!
hahahahaha retarded..

came home
didnt want to tell anyone yet
hahahahahahaha
but then jess suddenly talked to me
and said she got a 3gs!
lol
while she was omg-ing away
i said: guess what? i got 1 too!! :)
hahahahahahahahahahahahaha
although mine is only 3g
still better than nothing lol
and we were both telling each other how happy we are and how we bought it so suddenly!!
LOL
jerome wanted jess's old 3g
so was planning to call him at the same time and brag abt it!!!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
ok im evil :D

Today
went tamp1 again
needed to give the person my ezlink card to apply for student plan

went tm eat macs with brother
went popular
as i went up escalator
joshua called
and he say he saw me!!
LOL
hahahahahahahahahahahahaha
and while i was trying to find him, i was also trying to tell him i got an iPhone
so dk why started walking very fast
got super excited talking abt my phone hahahahahahahahahahahaha
turned around
lost brother
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
he finally appeared from the crowd so went popular buy christmas card:)

went home
kept on smsing
damn cool!!
hahahahahahahahahahaha
so conclusion: IM STILL A HAPPY HAPPY GURL!!! :)
YEAH! (Y)

P.s i want to thank this person sitting beside us, the person at the counter, my dad, my mum, my brother, ... um asiamalls, and... everyone at tamp1, uh... the producer of omnia for making it no chinese, apple, and everyone else!!! :DDDDD

2009-12-23T23:26:00.002+08:00

i am so so so sooooooo happy now!!!!!!
omg!!

today went dance
danced
played basketball with stella sherlyn jeanette bianca zhukang darrel alston
cool!
was fun:)
good old days..

did a teeny weeny bit of hmwk
daddy came
went home
bathed
went tampines shop:)

omg today's post is damn short
was planning on so much to blog abt
but im so happy now i just cant stick my butt onto the chair!!!
conclusion: IM A HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY GURL!! :D
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

shall blog again tmr all abt it after i calm down ;p
bye

2009-12-22T23:42:00.010+08:00

just watched 2012 the 4th time-.-
only this time is not in cinema like the previous 3..
well
it was cause daddy wanted to watch
and why did i join in the fun?
cause gorgor fcking kop-ed the wire connecting my cpu and monitor to connect his 15.5" lappy to the 42" tv-.-
yup
thats why i had nothing better to do
so i sat down and watched it tgt with daddy

1 part damn cool
ME: lucky lily went to the other side
Brother: lucky noah nvr go in
ME: lucky gordon die
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!
damn sadist
LOL

also
me and brother finally realised
after the 4th time watching
why the eiffel tower was in lasvegas
and why mt everest was in china
hahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahaha
cool
didnt know at first
and gorgor went: cause earth crust displacement?
and me and brother went: OHHHHHHHHHHHHH
and we started laughing at each other
hahahahahhaahahahhaa

after show finished
we were trying out the double screen thingy
damn cool

...............ok..sound the horn first...........................................msn.......................

................halfway dragging................................................1, 2.........................

cool right!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
ok shall go sleep now bye!