I don't know why exactly I'm doing this to myself
I don't know what sparked it off
but I just feel so fucked up rn and I can't stop...
it's always at an hour like this when it happens
I can't stop it
neither do I wanna stop
just need to let everything flow out with the tears
all the bad things
the worst part of it all is actually because I have no idea why I'm doing this...
probably stress.. but what stress do I get??
probably tired... but I didn't fucking accomplish anything
probably just accumulated.. from what???
trying my best to think it's not cause of that
cause Idwanna be overly attached
don't wanna be so affected by every little thing
there's just no end to it
it's self delusional but who cares
it helps

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