twitter isn't safe once again cause he just reads and relates every single fucking thing
but sometimes, i just need a place to rant man...
seriously, how do you expect me to tell you everything if you dont even reply?!
i would have somehow mentioned why i was so sad if we were still texting but nooo you decided to just stop and not reply for like what 2 hours?
do you know how much can actually happen in that 2 hours?!
and sometimes ppl just wont talk about it anymore after it actually happened
it's at that moment kind of thing
idk why im getting so worked up
why do i even care?
oh well i should be getting used to all these empty promises made anw

i'm just kind of demoralised now after getting back the results of 2 of my most confident subjects
and i didnt even get an A....
i know alot of ppl will just think i'm some bimbo trying to show off that i got B or C when the rest failed and stuff like that
but seriously, it is expected of me to get good grades now
it's so hard to be/feel sad about my grades because all my peers are getting grades so much worse and it'll be so fucking rude and insensitive to go like "omg i did so badly i got a B" when the rest are getting Us and Ss..
fuck all this shit la
then when ppl ask me for my grades, i dont even dare to say
not cause it's bad, but i dont wanna make them feel bad so i would just say i passed without specifying anything...
that feeling of keeping everything inside and not being able to show how i really feel
it really sucks yknow
it's like i can explode anytime

ok tonight's gonna be reflection night
funshion's not working so i cant distract myself
sleep is the next best thing

P.s idk what im typing
just anything that comes to mind

11:40 PM