knew it would end like this
what am i hoping for?
idk why but i just cant bring myself to hate you
you had fun and now you're just giving all this up
you're scared
am i not scared?
fuck you'll never know if you dont try right
and i thought it was me
i thought i did something wrong
you made me look like an idiot for the past week
so if i never got to you, i'll never know
i want to say just fuck off and get out of my life
but i cant do it
cause i need you
but i guess i dont mean that much to you anymore

i cant believe after all we've been through
after everything i've told you
you just walked out on me
you just give up
it's hard to completely stop caring after so much time has been invested
it hurts to just give it all up
when you start blaming me, think about how hard i tried and how you didnt give a shit
i just thought that you should know that i've been holding on while you've been letting go

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