if you dont want change, dont do anything to change it
maybe taking a break is good
makes me think about what i really want
and for now?
all i want is to promote
and nothing else
yup its tempting but i do have some self-pride left inside me

its hard to act like nothing happened
its hard to continue smiling even though it fucking hurts
its hard to act like i dont give a damn
well, i give a fuck lot
just that you dont realise it
sometimes, i think that its actuallly true when they say they can never understand girls
im just not good at letting all my emotions out

ok 1 more week
i can do this
stop thinking about irrelevant stuff
STUDY BITCH

9:41 PM