this really sucks
i just wanna pretend nothing ever happened
when i fall, i fall real deep
so nothing's gonna help right now
i fucking did this to myself
yes i did
fuck la
have some self control pls
dont be fucking desperate can
fucking pissed off with myself now

fuck this shit la
told myself this would fucking happen
but i still fucking fell for it
and this time it was way worse than the last one
SERIOUSLY, WHEN WILL YOU EVER FUCKING LEARN?!
mother fucking dumb cunt
just go and die la
fuck

brother would be so disappointed if i told him this
he knew
he knows i cant control myself for god fucking sake
he knows i will just let all my fucking guard down
and he knows i will fucking regret it

ya i fucking do now
i knew this was too good to be true
well, you just proved me right

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