just got the news that sherlyn is leaving around dec/jan if she gets accepted
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
damn fucking shocked when i saw that on whatsapp
this is too sudden
im not prepared yet
ok well i knew this day would come
but seriously, i dont think i can cope with another close friend leaving
ethel was alr bad enough
now lyn
then stella's gonna be next
im just gonna stay stuck here without all my close friends
sure i'll make new friends
but none will ever match those that went through everything with me
im gonna miss them all so much
and i cant do anything about it
WHY CANT I FUCKING DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT
argh
hate feeling so useless
fts
i dont wanna break down at this point of time
omfg
fml