I knew it wasn't a good idea to buy you that present
You've been asking for one since Friday and i didn't care
Neither did any of my brothers did

But ysd I came across something and thought of you
Today
You asked me whether I bought anything
I wanted to keep it till dinner
I said no

You scolded me
You said I didn't care about you
You said I changed
You said I care so much for my friends' birthday and I don't care abt mother's day at all
You said not even a card, no nothing

If I wanted to quarrel, I could have made both of us cry like crap
Because of my friend, I decided that I should be nice
Because of my friend, I decided that I should at least get something
I decided that what Ethel said was right
Because of my friend, you got a fucking present
So pls don't fucking blame my friends

You said I don't care abt mother's day?
What abt children's day?
I don't give a fuck abt that stupid day so why not talk abt something more practical huh
My birthday

Last yr
You didn't even REMEMBER that it was my birthday
We were having dinner at home like any other normal day
Daddy mentioned and what did you say?
"Oh. It's your birthday." was all I got
I nvr asked for anything materialistic
But not even a cake?!
Wtf and you can talk to me abt mother's day like it's some big fuck day of my fucking life
Let me tell you
It's not

I didn't say all that shit to you
You know why?
Cause I do care

I went back into my room and looked at that gift
I felt like just throwing it out of the window
It didn't matter anymore whether I give to you or not

But I decided I should
I wanted to see the look on your face when you realised what you did to me


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