nothing to do
supposed to go meet andrew and joshua
maybe nic and pude
bathed changed and everything
but suddenly decided to not go
dont feel like...
alot of stuff on my mind

so i had been playing solitaire from morning till now
im getting real good at it
nothing to do at all
cannot harvest cause i planted for until tmr one -.-
thought going out today
hai...

cant decide whether or not to go m'sia for 1 whole fcking month
last time alr confirmed not going cause thought that i would miss everyone here
cannot call every night also :(
but yesterday thought that maybe i should go
to leave this place
told mummy last night that im going
brother thinks i shouldnt go
tell me must settle and not run away from reality-.-
wts he himself going cause he wants to pon ncc...

jerome say i can go
but must settle everything before i leave
dont leave with everything undone
to go or not to go, that is the question
the course of going never did run smooth
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahaha
he's kind of obsessed with these 2 lines recently

idk...
decided if im asked to stay, i would

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