12.35pm
fcking late
just woke up
harvest
planted
schelduled to harvest 4hrs later
jerome suddenly say want go out-.-
its ok its ok im used to last min outings now-.-
just have to plead and beg my brother to help me harvest now
ok
need to decide where to go
bye

1.18pm
just decided not to go anywhere
cause its alr quite late
and no nice movies to watch-.-
so i can harvest!!
wooooooooooooooo
kay bye

2.31pm
i have nothing better to do
so im coming back every few hr to blog-.-
i have 24 hrs to decide whether to go malaysia or not...
lets list down the reasons

reasons to go:
-help out at aunty's salon, learn new stuff?(thats what mummy said-.-)
-good house(bungalow!)
-good food(restaurant almost everyday)
-good service(maid!)
-good nails(manicure!! can change design everyday cause the person work at the salon!!)
-good freedom(aunty doesnt care where we go, just needs us to be back by dinner)
-good shopping(aunty always go shopping and brings me along!)
-fun(not bored at home facing com everyday)

reasons not to go:
-miss band concert(my double kill!)
-miss andrew's bday party(singapore flyer!)
-miss class chalet(sadd..)
-miss everyone here
-miss calling every night
-miss smsing
-miss you, you, you and yes, you
-fcking 1 whole month-.-

so?
to go or not to go
that is the question-.-
no one's asking me to stay
everybody telling me to just go
except for sherlyn haha
no one would understand how it will hurt to miss everyone

1.27am
a fight with mummy made me make up my mind to go msia
idk why
just dont want to stay here and fight with her everyday
still couldnt get over the fact that i actually decided to go
alr starting to miss everyone
thanks zhixian and andrew for saying you'll miss me too LOL
hahahahahahahahha
it meant alot
thanks sherlyn for cheering me up somehow
love you loads!

currently talking to jerome andrew nic on phone
just like good old times ya? :)
unfortunately
it'll be the last time i'll talk to them for another month:/
sadd..
i bet i'll cry in car tmr
damn it

12:35 PM