i seriously hate making decisions

Desision To Make:
Whether or not to go for WMC?????????
Choice 1: go for wmc
Choice 2: dont go for wmc and go for dance

Advantages of choosing Choice 1:
-once in a life time to go to netherlands
-great experience earned
-CIP hours??
-shopping(lol...)
Disadvantages of choosing Choice 1:
-will miss out ALLLL of dance practises
-intense training with band
-sacrifice june hols
-sacrifice manicure! :(((
-get scolding by my mum (she says its too ex)
-miss school lessons when overseas
-miss out ALOT of dance performances:
>street performance on 11 June
>outside performance
>national day performance
still got some more
forgot what
and plus they said band was just making use of us
they would just use their sec 1s if we dont make up the number
and then if they lost, we would just be blamed
dont know la
sounds so true when they said it.....

so
what should i do?
its seriously once in a lifetime i get to go
and i really did want to go
all the way from the first time the teacher told us we would be working with band
and i was uber enthu for every band practise
lets compare
im supposed to miss 5 performances
are 5 dance performances>1 netherlands performance???
i think the wmc would be much better
cause no matter how many performances dance does, they would still be repeating steps
but...
i love dance!!!

anw
yesterday reached home at 10.30pm
zzzz was super tired
cause went for midsummer night's dream play
jerome and andrew damn waste sia
rich ppl la
tickets 20 bucks leh!
he called me to ask what time leaving
then in the end what happened?
call me again then tell me that he not going-.-
should have asked for replacement right?!
andrew also another one
haizzzzz...
the play super nice la
was super super super funny
and titania was...
if they have gone, would be front seat leh
its like so nice from front seat!!!
then have 2 empty seats beside me-.-
and then he still so scared teacher angry-.-

today was quite ok
practically spending my time with the guys
ce almost free.spent time talking about bazaar
e maths was totally free
english was free too
got a maths overall - B4
quite ok.from C6 to B4
great improvement:))))
love mr foo!
anw.jerome took my phone again but i didnt know cause i thought he was sleeping in class-.-!!!!!!
only realised during pe and tried to get it back but only succeeded during recess when i was made to follow him around while he buy his food and stuff
like his maid leh!
but i would nvr get my phone back if i dont do that

didnt bring pe shirt today
dont know why i forgot.maybe too tired
we were made to write this stupid reflection-.-!!!
jerome's reaction was damn funny when he realised
when i asked him why he didnt bring, he said he very tired cause he had tuition-.-!!!!!!

went back class
jerome darius andrew started writing chinese stuff 'weirdly'
like 飞鸡 (plane!)
hahahahahahahaha
super funny!!!!!!
and my name became 相民
lol!!!
super fun
jerome was like writing constantly on a piece of paper for 4 periods!!!
he have so much lame jokes la!!!

guess???:))

so coooool right!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!
got alot more la!
lol.but cannot wirte all here
after school he took my phone again
chased him around school
got it back
went video world with 2G peeps
went back school
went sherlyn's house
rehearsed for dance performance on mon
its like fcking last min
they only told us yesterday that we're supposed to perform
actually supposed to perform syf but stage not big enough
so must make up another new dance in 3 DAYS!!!!

so tired
tmr got band selections...

P.s im getting back to using salonpas again...

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