knew shen hao was in hospital cause he broke his leg during soccer(ouch!)
just reached home

first went for dance at 9
then had drills til 11
fcking tiring and waste time
i need to study one leh

then waited until 12
decided to go katong shopping centre to find something to give shen hao
bused to CGH with stella and sherlyn after realising can buy at the hospital
reached CGH
wanted to buy flowers, but he's a guy-.-
then thought of buying newspaper
then we had this super funny conversation:

Stella: eh.dont buy newspaper la.later the hands become very black then must go toilet wash.he cannot even get up
Sherlyn: ya hor.then buy tissue lor
Stella: but tissue also need to be wet.then also need to go toilet-.-
Sherlyn: ya...how?
ME: buy wet tissue la-.-!!

like fcking funny
laughed like shit
then in the end mr soh called sherlyn to but wet tissue also-.-
so went 7 eleven
bought snacks, newspaper AND wet tissue:)))

went up
saw mr soh there
so nice la
then i think he was the 1 who bought Brands for him
and then started to know more abt shen hao's leg
he twisted both of his leg's bones right after scoring
and he had surgery from 12a to 4am
so serious
his face looked completely different
he was still playing with his magic box yesterday-.-

then alot of soccer guys came
they bought snacks too:))))
then they keep on talking...
talking...
talking...
until 2
and me and stella went to eat lunch and gave sherlyn and shen hao some quality time tgt:)))
after that went up again
somehow thought they were holding hands and then let go when we went in
but then after that realised from sherlyn that she was just passing something to shen hao-.-!!!(stella, we got it wrong)
after that another grp of soccer guys came
i think 4
ya
and they brought...if im not wrong...nothing-.-
nvm
and then they were snacking on the 1s we bought-.-!!!
and mr soh called them grave robbers.hahahahahahahahahahaha(touchwood:P)
P.s hope you guys know what that means.lol

then another funny conversation:

SomeRandomGuy: mr soh, you stayed with him the whole night ar?
MrSoh: no la.his mother was with him
SomeRandomGuy: wah.shen hao, your mother come here from china ar?
everyone laughed-.-
MrSoh: ya the helicopter landed on the rooftop and then she climbed in from the window

and then i was laughing like shit as per normal

after that they went off
and then at 3 plus stella wanted to go home
so i went down with her to let sherlyn finally have some quality time tgt.lol
but not even after 5 mins went up again-.-

so played with sherlyn's iTouch
nothing to do
then shen hao keep on falling asleep and waking up 10 mins later and then fall asleep again cause of the painkillers and the antibiotics i think
so sad

after that someone from 3F came(shit!forgot his name)
anw.cause he saw shen hao sleeping then he put down what he bought and went out again
i was like wtf?
then in the end he came back la
haha
he stayed until quite late though

then at 5 plus almost 6
wz, jess and renee came
they brought flowers-.-

and then after that brandon zhixian darius paul nadzirah sufi jannah came
and brandon brought Brands again
its not like he's going to need that right-.-
he doesn't even need to sit for common test!
mr lee just came last night and told him that-.-

then after a while sherlyn wanted to leave
so left at 6 plus
i was there for 6 hours!:)
remember? im nice!:))))))
bused home with renee
reached home at 7
got scolded by my mom


i simply dont care anymore.dont you even realise im not even talking back!
its not that i didnt want to.i had so many things to say but i wanted to show you that i DID change!
shouting at the top of your lungs like nobody's buisness.it won't have any effect on me if you do that too much you know
i know its my fault but you dont have to vent you anger at daddy!
you're too much!if all you wanted to do is to shout!do it at me!!!
its not even his fault!!!
do you think just by slamming doors and making things hard for me will make me think you're right?
let me tell you.even if i didnt talk back because im really too tired of this,
YOU'RE NVR RIGHT AND WILL NVR BE!
i really feel like slamming the door at your face.but it will just create more trouble
i just want to go into my room with a pen knife and slit my wrist apart
there's no use arguing with her
if i dont die
i'll be in hospital ike shen hao
that would be even more fun!!!
no need to take common test, have all my friends visit me
EVEN IF NO ONE VISITS ME, ITS MUCH BETTER THAN LOOKING AT YOU AT HOME!!!!!!!
if i die
that would be even better
cause no one would even care
not my mom
not any teacher
and definitely not him
there would be just 1 useless person disappearing from the surface of mother earth
there shall be no funeral or whatever cause i dont even care
i shall just disappear and no one woud even notice
i just want you all to know that I LOVE YOU GUYS!
and i hate my mom
and its a fact that will nvr change

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